Is it because ive think and wander off abit too much?
I knew he is someone i wanna spend the rest of my life with..
Why do i feel so fearful about it now?
And what do i fear?

Im so afraid that one day when i woke up, he wouldnt be the same like before.
Afraid that he will one day get tired of me.
Is this every girl nightmare??

18 Feb

Baby han brought me for a concert at Espalnade.
It was my first time going to concert and i am too excited!


Our tickets!
Ballerina Who Loves B-Boy!
It is a non verbal breakdance and i guess everyone who is attending is either a fan of breakdance or is a breakdancer themselves.
My Hanhan is a fan.


We had a VIP seating as the first few front rolls has been taken. =)

I started cheering and screaming in fascination too! hahaha

Nice pose teheee~


Recently we have been planning alot about our future!
Our parents agreed/approved to our plans!
So we proceed looking at rings. Our wedding band.
There was one time a PS, we were at Goldheart. I set my eyes lock to a pair of ring.
Ever since then, my heart is always there and no matter any ring that he show me, i just couldnt take that off my mind.
So the next few days later, he brought that ring!!!!
I was so mad happy and cant wait for him to put that on for me!!!!
** To be continue!
More stories up ahead!

S2 V-DAY SPECIAL POST S2 -PART TWO

17 FEB

It was my off day, and he decided to take leave on this day to kinda "officially" celebrate our Valentine day. I have no idea what we gonna do but all he said was, lets meet at Vivo, we going to sentosa.
Alright.. i was very excited and i just love tanning and lazing under the bright sun!

At the monorail, he broke out a good news saying he has been a confirm staff at NCS! Seeing this boy get all so excited about it just makes me happy!

In between the conversation Hanhan was complaining about his bad tummyache since morning. So while walking, along the trail ride path, he suddenly said he couldnt take it anymore and call me to wait outside the Siloso Beach Resort. Hahahaha! It was pretty funny to think that he went in just to use the gent. =/

I was standing patiently outside the hotel. Suddenly he called me asking me to come in. I was very worried for him thinking that something must have happen to him in the toilet. But instead, he call me to take the lift to level 8. Felt something is wrong. I was whispering to the phone telling him to come down. He reply telling me that there is private pool here can play. Hehe the playful side of me thinking of smuggle myself in too. Later did i realised that there is no pool at this level....

The lift door opened and he reached out for my hand. He led me along the corridor. I was flooding alot of question behind and he just ignored all of them LOL. I was standing there standing infront of Room 828.
When i open the door......

I gasped in surprise..

So it was all a plan! He had reached this place early to decorate the room with candles and roses! aaaaaawwwwwwwww~ I was too surprise and i slowly walked into the room..

Another surprise!

And another one when i open this golden envelop!!!! Inside contain package for Bridal and Photo Studio. Well is this call proposing to me?????? hahaha I have not say the magic word okayy baby... kekeke =p


There is still upstair which brought us to......

Our Private Jacuzzi~!!



Its nightfall already..
Lighting the candles to create atmosphere =D



Food is here after 2hrs of waiting!


And start preparing our bubblebath!!!

Throwing roses in!

It was really pretty at first until we switch on the jacuzzi.... The force was so great and the bubbles actually "shoot" on my face! Bubbles were everywhere! We panic! Trying to find the E stop buton! Cant stop laughing at how in the mess we were having! It turn out to be a milky bubble bath. HAHA!

My lil cute santa claus! kekeke HOHOHO"






My first Valentines Day with him.
Unforgettable. Just like a dream.
PS: Baby, hehe you are the sweetest guy in the whole entire universe! I can see you really put alot of efforts on this special day just to make me the most happiest girl in the whole wide world! WOW.. Im so impress! Lets work towards our goal okayy! I cant wait to have a future with you. Im sure you are the right guy who love me for who i am, no matter what happens. My silly boy, I Love You.

S2 V-DAY SPECIAL POST S2 -PART ONE

My Valentines day surprise lasted from 13 Feb to 18 Feb.
I must say it is the most memorable week ever in my whole entire life. =))


On the 13 Feb itself, we decide to exchange our gift to one another.
After we open our pressie, we realised that we had done the same thing! Well, almost..
We DIY each other something and we had no idea the other will do that as well!
So coincident we both think alike! haha that is really very cute.

I was so excited to receive cos he was all so weird the whole while. Like prompting me where to open and ask me to becareful all the wal. haahahah! I ask him for the Hint, and he makes me more curious by saying, this, i can swear to you that not many guys will do that for his gf. Oh well..

And TADA! He DIY a noticeboard for me! INDEED it is special!
The wordings of "hanhan & ernern" can glow in the dark!!
Now this notice board is place just beside my bed wall. =D
May i have sweetsweet dreams every night! HAHA

After i have open his surprise, i was thinking hahah how alike we are, cos i had DIY a board for him!
Not a notice board thou.


We spend quite sometime in the room talking about how we make this and all the things that crop up while doing the surprise for each other.
Hehe!

Next day, i was working AM shift and it is the actual day of Valetine!
Work was a total crap.
I ended work at 3.30pm, and just before i wanna go home, someone called me and it goes like this:

Unknown caller: I know you finished for at 3.30pm, but can you wait a lil while more in the ward cos my driver is late and we have something for you.
Me: HUH? WHY? i wanna go home.. u can pass me another day then. (Not knowing it was a surprise)
Unknown caller: Nono..This is something important. You just have to wait the most 4pm okay?
Me: *angry**

At the same time, i felt so  very weird. So i gave Han a call.
Realise its all his plan!
ahahahaha~ there goes his surprise for me!


This colour effect is so soothingly beautiful. Swear that i didnt photoshop it. For the matter or fact, all my pics i dont photoshop. Well, i find it pretty troublesome. Doesnt matter anyway haha..

Because im working on this day, we could only meet up after my work. And we planned to make pizza together!! He surprised me with an Oreo Cheesecake bake all by himself. Becasue of that, he slept at wee hours in the morning. 

So pretty isnt it? He must have innate some hidden skills in him which we all dunno. HEHEHE

Preview of what we have done,



(THIS IS A LONG AWAITING POST.
Omg.. it shows how busy i am)

I wanna blog about my wonderful CNY! hehe

Before CNY arrived, Hanhan helped me to do spring cleaning.
For so many yrs, i haven even touch or tidy my stuffs.
Not that im lazy but just that all the things i have, have had alot of sentimental values.
Been wondering why each every beginning, it can be so sweet but in the end, things will still change so easily.

I was thinking, maybe i shall not put too much hope in relationship anymore.
Just let the flow takes me on a lil jouney..
What fate is fate..
He is THE ONE.. Which I always proudly say and annonuced.
This time, i wont anymore.
All i need is to love treasure and cherish him.
Maybe there isnt THE ONE in life.
I wont go searching for such person anymore cause there is a person who love me more than ever is right in front of me. That is too much that ive asked for already.
Thks god for bringing him to me. =)



How does you guys spend your new yr?
Or is it just another CNY you had every year?

Well for me, it is slightly different.. With my boyfriend.
My papa invited him for our reunion dinner steamboat downstair.
I felt that it was the first time, i had a positive recognition for them.
Never felt so happy before! S2
Parents agreement always have bigger and greater impact than any other people on earth.

The actual reunion dinner, i spent my time at Hanhan house.
Helping out a lil in the kitchen with Han mama..
She is making her famous Hananise Chicken Rice!
I love her homemade chilli best!
The way she chopped the chicken reminds me of how my papa used to do the chopping too when i was very young..
His life at home always make me do a recollection from my lil childhood.

Without bike, he felt alot like a handicap.
But that did not stop him from sending me home safely!
My silly boy..
There was a day, he sent me home from his house ( with midnight charge ) and went back home again!!
Even the taxis uncle praised him for being the first person in 2011 ever do that! haha..
BLESSED~! S2

My Chu yi and Chu er i have been going to Hanhan and his sister hse.
That is when i got my 777 when playing blackjack.


oh well well, hahah until now just cant believe it!
His er jie the sabu sabu steamboat lagi best!
Hopefully we can go her hse eat again kekeke..

The next few days, i went to his friend house for visiting.
One of them, i had a special chance to lao yu sheng with He Wei Jian!

After that, we open our gamble den.
Both of us knew that we dont have banker luck, but for today, we had this special luck feeling.
hehehe so in the end, we won 64bucks! =D
Ive collected alot of angpows!!
I guess this yr is the most red packet i had received!
Let me end this post with the world most sweetest smile EVER!