My last night shift ended yesterday.
Very peaceful night once again! All i do is just writing reports, no new cases for both team =), answered few call bells, do only 2 sponging as most of my patients were all independent, THATS ALL! no nasogastric tube feeding, no extensive care to worry about. Most of the time spending is just in front of the computer with my juniors. heeee~ Finally its done.

Was supposed to accompany mummy to uncle's place for some catch up.. But i was too tired to get up! Sorry mummy~
Woke up at 4pm and prepare to go gyming. I told csyong yong that i forget to EAT! I think he really took his hat off me.. Haha!
Without food for energy, it was really very tiring to exercise. But i still manage to burn off 500 calories.

Plan to club at dblo at first but the whole queue is way too long!
Took a ride down in weiliang's merc to rebel.. It was a RnB night for a start..
Later that night the drama started and it was all only a miscommunication. All the pushing and pulling all the screaming really got no mood to face him. After awhile he suggested to talk outside.
Not awhile after, the gals came out and they wanted to go back dblo.
Thought of going too but nahhhh..we went home after that.
Again, we hug each other so tightly outside his house. It was again, the actualisation phase. After all the angers and my stubborn character soon disappear =))

hahaa very loves this creepy pic..

the next day was csyong and my off day!
He promise to make chicken chop for me. So we bought ingredients form admiralty.
I was really curious how his chicken chop taste like..
Guess wad he name it?
SEAFOOD CHICKEN CHOP!
His sauce is make up of tuna, ikan bilis, flour, etc..
It taste really wonderful and i clearly knew that no one in the mighty world will ever make something exactly like this!
THKS BABY! I really love your yummy tender chicken! Nice try. HAHA!

After that we had movie together. Our first romance comedy that we catch!
We bought food from pars-am ma-lam  on the way walking home from causeway.
There's so much talking and i'm in love with it. =))

Its great to hear that everything is over.
I know deep down she must have felt it but she still put up a false front..
It really pains me that is why i would react that way.
Went to singpost to send csyong's lappy for repair with trishes accompany.
Brought her to pastamania after that.
Really enjoy talking to her..
Felt that she has a matured way of  handling a relationship.

Now csyong has start working and he wouldnt be able to send me to work already. super sianz lahhh! Gonna DL more songs to my ipod!!
Today will be my last night follow by a sleeping day and 3 dayOff! whooohooo~
csyong promised to make chicken chop coming sunday!!! =DDD

Last weekends, trish and i bought our bfy to have dinner with mum and dad at crystal jade.
Seriously, irather had Zhi Cha downstair my block larrr @#%@$%@#
After dinner the 6 of us catch a movie together.
The lucky us had popcorn, 3 large drinks, 2 jumbo hotdogs, crispy chicken, nuggets and wedges in the house! hehehs~
Thksthks to the special someone work that day!
Thksthks~ ^_^
While waiting for the movie to start, we when to arcade to kill time. heheehs!
Guess what? Daddy, the 2 boys and me played the soccer ball machine.
hahaaaaa really..
its been a long time i see my daddy LOL so happily.. =))))
That day has always been so meaningful to me..

I thought that he is someone my beloved sis can count on to.. I couldnt believe it myself even until now.. How could a person do such a thing? What is love to you then?
Trish, i really salute you. You can even give them one week??? haha unbelievable..
To her she can say that she is a vitim herself. But i tell you, this is what she is asking for.. I don care whatever she has to say.. She has to bare all the consequences.. Trish has given it all.. All that one can possibly give.. She will still be a friend to me but first impression of her image totally change.
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I SERIOUSLY STILL UNABLE TO SWALLOW THE TRUTH!!!!
TELL ME HOW! =[[[[

saded..
such thing should not happen.. we are human not animals.. some feelings you can express it all out for what i care. some feelings are meant to kept deep inside.. i really do care cause i thought you are my friend. tell me how? how i should face you guys again if i were to see you? =[

**having my night shift now..
csyong should be sleeping very soundly right now..
had been trying to be a really good gf recently.. i mean.. like putting more effort in..
=[ dunno really how to put it lar.. but i really do wish everything can maintain as it is just like before...
loveyoubabyihopeeachdaywecanbeevenstrongerbuildingourlovenest!

GYM-ED.
for 3 days continuously, i have burnt >500 calories eachday.

just finish making garlic bread.
actually plan to make a special one for csyong end up, i also prepare for joel alan and QQ as they will be MJ-ing at his house. heehes! loves looking at their faces like craving for more. i think if i were to have my own house muhahahaaa csyong will be obese already! =XXX

for these 2 weeks, i will be a nurse in charge on the ward.. super sianz at first cause i dont know a single thing of it seriously.. today is the day 2 and im beginning to enjoy being NIC! basically my job is to ensure each team has enough staffs, the workload of each team must be distributed evenly, acting like a clerk answering phone calls etcetc.

ohhhhh!
baby sold another car again!
haaha~ so happy for him can!
cause i will have pocket money!!! =pPp

ohh my.. some bad news..
update next time! ><

Firstly, i wanna wish someone a
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY! He is someone who accompany me through secondary sch days, motivated me to go to Chinese Orchestra like EVERYDAY! Someone who i know will be there listening to my problems.. Someone who stop me and kit from drinking and drank the 1/3 of vodka NEAT ALL BY HIMSELF! Its no other than FELIX. hahahaa ok..




was suppose to attend his chalet but was unable to as the next day was a morning shift.. csyong was at work.. so i had my own free time going to gym and stuffs, had movie with trish and now at his house using com. his now playing MJ with family..well, what happen these few days ya? i was in a mood of daze the whole time!

when i came out of the house, i will be sure to go back in again to take my stuffs which i forgot to bring.. there was a time my clothes were soak together with my ez-link.... what was i thinking?

*looking out of his bedroom window.. the weather is really very cooling. reminds me of the days in genting~ now i can take out all my jackets and sweaters! ^_^

yesterday and today is my off day after many days of working! on Thursday, i had my BCLS + AED re-cert course. and i pass with no sweat. i have to thanks to all the good and lenient instructor i had. =) after the course, dinner at Jackplace with alan joel and the bfy. we were all late for  movie at 9pm but still take our own sweet time to finish dinner. I'm not really a fans of having steak. But i changed my mind after having a few bites of it.. hmmmmm~

Friday with my girls! shopshopshopshop! its been a longlong time that when shopping at far east and i totally have no idea how to get there anymore! suppose to alight at orchard and confidently told them its at somerset. thks to ernies, they have to walk under the drizzling rain with me =XXX
it was a fruitful trip~ i got myself a dress, a bag that i really love, 2 cutie undies, a nice top, 2 tanktops and a very sexy bikini which i cant wait to wear it for the next sentosa trip with the girls again! =DDD
after the shopping, we camwhore awhile and i meet csyong at yishun to have dinner at swensen.

veryveryvery long time since i step into yishun swensen. i dun really know what i would react if i sees him there.. anyways, the menu has plusplusplus alot of new dishes! i remember the old chef salad is back!! it was very famous back then and alot of regular customers were unhappy when the chef salad is not in the menu.
ooooohh yes i get to fullfilled my long cravings of rootbeer float! ^_^
lalalaaa~
it was indeed a lovely friday!



 my cute bfy~ ^_^


 the amount of food that we ordered really scares me! after dinner i was almost diagnose with FD. Food Disorder......

today i burnt 500 calories away! JIAYOUJIAYOU!! ^o^
the more i jog and exercise, the more i dun wanna eat. trish said its because you know jogging takes alot of effort and will power to continue. lucky for me. for some people, the more they exercise, the more eat!!
OK! gonna sleep soooooon~
AM shift tomorow~ booorrriiiinnngggggg!


oh yes~ my csyong found a job right after his ORD today!
that was really fast~
=)

i hope from there, he can succeed.
begin from the scratch, JIAYOU!
with loves~


yesterday night, you ride me with joel's bike and send me to work.
we really look like some chinnaaa couple laaaa.. HAHA!!
but this is something i don wanna forget with you.
one day if i were ever to lost all my memories, you are someone i really don wanna forget.
all the things that we had done.
i would wanna remember it for the rest of my life.

maybe if i have diagnose with an early dementia, this webbie is my source of everything to you and my past.
=D

the last day of chinese new yr i was at kovan rd.
andrew has a campmate who work there as a cook!
i was really impressed that someone our age can do such wonderful local dishes!
the whole dinner was an awkard one as i don really know terry and alfred.

wow 2 wks gone~
 one of the clubbing session at dblo with csyong ns friends, ww group and some of the woodgrovers i was again, very tipsy. but not as bad as csyong!
he was totally drunk and don even recall what he had done!
lucky there was des and mag. hahahaa!! i think mag may have change her opinion on what she has on csyong already!! BUT NO! (ahemm..)

i really loves the feeling of drunk-but-not-drunk-yet state!
it is the moment when i felt that im fearless of everything and anything.
the moment i talk and laugh alot.
and also the moment i wan to hug and dance with trish badly!
HAHA~
this is what trish claims until i realise that its so very true!
=D



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attended JJ 21st chalet.
i was very drunk. not to the state that i wanna vomit or dizzy.. just being very high and veryvery noisy.
it started with the texas poker and blackjack. the loser drinks..
and after kit and HW came, the party started to become even crazier..
our dear HW bet so big and everyone keep arrowing him. so kit shirley and me helped him drank all his bet!
we kept drinking without any mixers!! *i had this slight phobia already as the day before im drunk from dblo!*
gawddd!
then sharon and jiaqi reached! luckylucky~ so we pass our unfinished cups to them!
yes! this is when i got really high.
we got upstair and started playing 5-10.
making a hell lot of noise!! =DDD but fun~
i still remember the 4 of us, shirley, kit, HW went to the playground chilled~ i guess we were really drunk until we kept having delusion.. hahahaa!
we were on a car spring ride and i drove them to many places like thailand, taiwan, venice, las vegas etc.. simple fun and joy~
on the way to HW car, we act like a spy with a gun. scarli~!! got one security behind us.. LOL! all our unglam acts have been capture!
he chased us back to our chalet..
but we ran back to HW car and blast the music loud!
=)))) i am so happy that time.. no one stopping me for being so crazy. HAHA!
ps HW..




the next day, cs and me meet the HIPPO couple for a movie at amk.
before that we had fish and co!
as baby and me seldom go to restaurants for dining in so therefore i really loves and cherish the simple dinner together.. =)) sometimes being alone dating with him instead of having frenz around can be really diff. hahaha! cos whenever we go out we always jio ppl out too! but for both ways, im always happy.



 =))


the following night was us, prawning with HW kit joel and QQ. not a good day to prawn as most of the prawn we hook was very small...



 see the amount of prawns we caught??? =((( NOT ENOUGH!!!



ytd was kbox with chinnny jessieee and csyong! jus before my first night shift!
im glad everything is over and a new starting of friendship has begin.
i really hope the same mistake from you will not happen again.
i really cant afford to retain back all my true feelings filling with loves for you.
i really tried very hard to hold back everything just to see how sincere are you as a friend.
now everything is over! =)))))
my shoopping buddy is back!! <3