jeees~
theres a outbreak of GE in my ward!
symptoms for GE is actually vomitting and diarrhoea-ing!
god marnn.. Dr methon wanted our shiit for investigation.
and they say i got to poopoo like dog's method! to prevent contamination. i knoe u guys sure tink.. haiyyaa the shiit is already contaminated already rites wad for care so much??
hahas nahhhh.. its for culture and sensitivity. understand? no? kk.. briefly explain in ernies' term, its actually to checkcheck ur shiit by using a special equipment, to seesee whether other den ur shiit is there any bacteria tat is not suppose to be in ur shiit. clear now?

this geron posting suppose to fullfill almost all my needs in the ward environment. but this place arr... omg. almost nothing. and time passess so sssllloww!
the old ladies there so poor thingg marnn.. thier sons and daughters don wanna bring them home.. =(( tat were all "fightin wid each other in front of tat poor lady. i feel like cryin wen i once saw the old lady cried on the fone. so bu siao!

i hope now the young ppl wil not be like this. its ur mum n dad for god sake!!!!!!
hmmmMP!!

haiz.. gonna sleep now... do tat yirun test for half hour. and found out tat im priss! brutal!!
=xxx pls beware. hahahash!!

gdnitey~

i hope it wil be over soon.. =(
im bored. almost to death.. 1-9 or 7-3. i miss workin in swensen.. haiyooooooo!!
and im broke again.. pathetically, my cash in my wallet is to last for the nxt month.
wtf!!!!!

and till now..
i lives wfiout regrets.
=)


sat acutally was 5-11. but nana monster called me at 10am. so 1-11.
cashier at noon. cashier at nite. no shortage or xtras, tink i pro already. =P
was busy. cos i kept standing on the same spot. hahahas! my territory for tat day.
and oh yar.. lihui came bac from tw. nothing much. the bugses miss her. =D

sun. actually is 11-5. was plannin to hav a lil gatherin at home wif my family.. a rare occasion. and they ordering pizzas.. i din wanted to extend. and i actually told myself to be firm. =XXX den tat syafiq kept callin me to go to nana monster hse cos no one accing him. but suaysuay, solihin took mc.. and someone got to extend. lihui was literally beggin syafiq. i understand her situation lars.. she wanted to see her mum. den tat syafiq had been plannin to go monster hse for quite sometime. so i gave in.. and lihui was so appreciative marnn.. she even fork out 10 bucks for me cab fare! =DDD but i din use anyways. hahhas.. seee? tis is how mgr show their loves for staffs. mus love her back!!
so in the end clock out at 8. =)

at nooon, was doing fountain~ woohoooo!
i jams once.. and haryati came in to kpo me. tat gurl arrrrr... ~_~

den wen changing shift, it was DANNYboy!! cos the order kept coming in nonstop and i din get to top up everything fully.. but somehow, today he gd mood lars!! HAHAHASS!! so damn funny oso. cos i sweet talk abit and i can sense tat his flying.. he helped to top up and even MOP FLOOD FOR ME!! BUGS!! u hear tat??? he actually mop floor for me!! hahahas.. such a miracle. hmmmmm.. i tink its becos i scoop a 4oz yummy raisin for him. =XXX


k. doin fountain today was jus FUN. but tiringg.. i tink i can rmb the recipe of cookie bld, ban bld, mango bld, and passion bld. andand the ice cino. cos i kept doin this order today. =DD
k i knoe. its small case to u (bugs n bb). hhahas..


den wen my break time, i was so hungry. but i ate a lil.. den helped to buy pantyhose" for huihsia. ahahahhahs.. pantyhose izit? wadeva.. but it sounds sexy. LOLs!! anyways, layman terms, its stocking larrrrss.
and acc haryarti to top up her prepaid card. funnny siaa... all along she din knoe tat im using uob card. and the topup is oly available at posb atm. ~_~ and i so blurrss. we even Q until the nxt in Q was us. hahahhhas! wasting time. the crazy moments. somehow, i miss shaqid and bugs. i rmb tat hangout at bugis street to RC. nv forget tat nite.. the craziest in my life. hahahs.. was so damn high like i was drunk.. =)) nicee.
IMUB!

and today is rashidi last day tooz. =( nice guy wif full of determinations. and i loves his positive attitute towards everything. i learn alot from him.
great nite at station2. =D
smiled. like.. its been a long time.


kk.. it was a long post.
mon: 11-7
tues: 1-9
wed: 1-9
thurs: 7-3
fri: 7-3, 6-11 swensen
sat: 6-11 swensen
sun: 11-5 swensen
and the nxtnxt wk, im not workin at swensen. haizz... tat is the last ting i wanna do.. =((


imissyou.. so sorry for tat 2 days. i hope everything is bac to the way it was. or maybe even better. lets teasure the moments tgt okie.. at least if anyhting happen, we lives without regrets.. =))





i find this N93 video so funny..
hhahs. wen ppl quarrel in hokkien its jus so amusing.
there are other links.. all in hokkien.
jess! hahahas.. hokkien reminds me of weiwen!! i rmbed tat he used to scold bad words in class andand using hokkien to ommunicate. =D hehes.. funny sia!!

sorry.. was abit down previously.. thks guys =DD u the best!
jess, i read ur blog. and u mention bout the genting trip. and the haunted hse. ******** hahahahs!! im waitin and look very forward to our nxt trip!!

ehhh GABRIEL! don nonsense k. i cant stand nonsense now.. =pPp
pls hor, im not lamequeen. more to blurrqueen!! haahhahs..
missya and takkaire!!
PS: i usu appear offline at nite. can try to msn me lars.. i lazy pig. bleahz!

im gonna do my phamaco drug card from now! gonna build my medicine knowledge before i giv wrong drug. =XXX

don wanna look back anymore.. looking forward to the beautiful things ard me. and not wasting my time tinkin bout stuffs.
anyone wan to acc me go vivo?? i wan BNJ! and i miss shoppin. trish? jason? jess? gab? ermm gab? i tink i change my mind.. LOLs!! i knoe bugs would say yes if she's not havin tat bandages and all.. =(( and i wan shoppin~ sushi~ andand ECP wif bugs.. meetin JO! and i tink i owe chin $$$. hahahahs.. =X

see? busybusybusy.
i should be tat once i was..

gdnitewanAN!
tata~
tml 5-11~ yayness!! i miss working at swensen! and talk craps wif the chefs! =P

tues
aft attachment, wen to bugs hse and do dressing for her.. aft looking at her wound, i finally understand how pain it was.. excorations exposing her flesh.. and her feet is swelling.. i guess is the poor circulation.. since the x-ray shows no signs of fracture.. BUGS! i hope i can hav extra time.. wanna bring u to ECP! we can relax listenin to the waves okies.. =)) jus u n me. ur listenin ear.
get well sooon.

wed
was not a very nice day..
it crushes onto me. once again, tat stabbing cuts.
and the lost and found.

thurs
met my grandma in the bus. how coincident. =))
wen we crossed the road, she held my hand.
i rmbed. wen i was 5, she held my hand tightly wen crossing the road. to protect me.
this time, i felt different.
its me. supporting her, and she, clinging onto me..
im glad tat i looked aft old ladies in the hospitals. now it made me understand wad my grandma is thinking.
btw, does anyone knoe any chinese vegetarian restaurants in sg??? tagg meeee cancan!

this day is ruin tooz.. i forget how to smile.. how to??
jus crappin ard wif aunties.. my silly jokes made them luffs. and i smiled..
seems like.. it realy affect me. and i dunno y..

stil thinking..
the very first impression uve given me.
disappointingly, its not you..
its jus for the first impression.

its so not true` but im sorry. i wil change..

i missed those days. missed and miss.

holding ur hand walkin slowly against the wind. =))
like the hands of my mummy givin me the warmth tat i can ever felt.
like the hands of my daddy knowin tat wen i fall, i will be catch.
sweet simple loves.

and i ran.. wif u in front of me.. blocking the view of the dogs tat barking fiercely at us. im mesmerise by ur strong hands.. ur firm hand was the oly direction i looked. like a compass.. and i remain calm despite the fierce barkings behind me..
tat moment. is oly a moment...

caught in the rain of loves.
dancing in the rain wen no one is ard. jus you and me.

you. sat close beside me. sharing a swing tat carried us to the orange ocean..
and tat orange ocean was the oly ting i would live for..
jus tat moment.

ytd smth bad happened.. =(
not to me.. but to my lovesvloves.

im tryin my best to make my lovesloves smilee..
jus wanna see her smile.. it hurts me wen i saw tat precious tears.
and i told myself i wanna protect her from gettin hurt.
well.. tat was way tooz far to say.

to tat precious someone:

i realy dunno wad to say or do..
im no gd at words..
but u could vent everything on me.
i would be willingly jus seating beside you listenin to all tat wad u hav to say..
jus quietly accompany you till you feel better.
and wen u felt at you're alone, felt tat no one is there for u, tel urself u are wrong.
cos someone out there realy cares..

i miss you.

lazy to carry on reading the drinks recipe.. wondering can i jus take the icecream recipe first? hahahash~

doing my prison breaking!! =DDD im now at disc 12!!!
michael scofield the prison breaker, his so brilliant!!
does BOLSHOI BOOZE mean anything to you??
well, its actually numbers!!
write this cap alphy on a piece of paper, turn it upside down,
its actually 32008 101-15708
not a bank acc num. its a geograpical map location!!
it wil take you to New Mexico desert.
how brilliant was tat?
=DDD
no words can describe his intelligence.

den at one point wen im jus so excited, andand i scream like mad.
my grandma who was watching tbee, and daddy was in the room listenin to his mp3 came RUNNING towards me. LOLS!! hahaahhahsh!! they tot i fell down or smth hurt me. tat was hell funny can! hahahas..


yet to hear from you..
hope everything out there is doing jus great for you.
best wishes.
jus to let you knoe, im stil there..

ytd at fountain again. got jams? of cos lars! hahahs.. but FUN kk..
den erm.. sad. yirun last day.. maybe its the last time i wil ever see him lers.. nice guy. hor bugs?

today, otw home, a guy was asking me for donation. 10 bucks. well.. i giv if i can afford. but i tink i left 5 bucks.. i told him im broke. well.. he don believe me sia.. and he continue "acc me to the 962 stand. LOLs.. i told him i can give him 5 bucks cos tats all i left. and he smile.. hahahahas! his sweating like hell lars.. and he said his doin a volunteer work. how great!

wad im gonna do today???
study for my fountain test. i dun care i ned to pass no matter wad. don wanna take it all over again. such a waste of my precious time doin tat. LOLs..
once and for all.. lets get going. =)

constipated for 4 days. marn oh marn! i ned lactose now.




its my holiday~!
one wk oly.. mus treasure it.. if not hav to wait till feb lers.
thursday and friday, ive been into the operating theatre!
and ive seen lotsa procedure.

the most unforgetable case was the cesarian wif twin! means, a pregnant woman who op for a surgery instead of natural birth. like omg..
aft watching tat i tink i would rather hav contractions ongoing wif pain than havin docs pull ur tummy wif their body weight. they are totally clueless wad the docs are going to do wif them..

holy shit! i wonder wad they had do to me wen im havin my back shoulder operation. aft i breathe tat GA, ive totally forgot everything. untill i heard the BP beeping.. and felt the pain which they inserted the drip on my dorsal hand. jeeeeez! i wil nv forget that before n aft effect..

i now pronounce you - 3.5 stary stars
the brave one - 1.5 pathetic stars
mr woodcock - 3.5 stary stars

=)))

i tink i din wear my ring today.. tats y im in a badd luck.
don wanna elaborate. jus disappointed..

anyways, i had jus completed watching the prison break season 1.
the last 2 vcd was hell exciting.. i was so excited till i stand on my bed almost jumpin. LOLs.. lucky my lappy din lose its balance..

OT so bored. the oly ting i look forward was sneaking into the endoscopy room and kpo. well.. actually was finding nurse fatfat and nurse thinthin. loves helping them do stuffs.. hehees.
and most of the ppl here do rmb my name. they tot im a christian cos of the word En. -_-!

alot of aunties here. and im gettin along wif aunties damn well can. i dunno y.. we are so close till we even hug one another. ^^, make me shyss.. =pPp but i like aunties hug! it felt so warmm.. like can feel the loves and the concernss. hahahs..

OT nurse pretty lehzzz!! got one missie like model sia.. eyes bigbig, and her lips damn sexy wan! i almost droooooL kk! hahahahas.. din notice tat i kept lookin at her pretty face. =X am i a BI? hahahsh.. but realy lars.. she is pretty.
if wan me to define a category for a pretty gurls, first is height. if lower den my expectation, its not pretty but plainly jus cute. nxt is their eyes n fleshy lips. enuff to attract me. followed by cheeks! i loves high cheeks babe most. esp rosy type. omggg.. hahahahsh!! and lastly, i prefer long curly hair gurls. sexy enuff and it goes realy well wif tall gurls..

wthh.. talk bout gurls got so much to write huh!
well, if tat im a guy i would definitly get stunned by those.

kk..
nxt. wad bout guys? =pPpPp
tats even moreee.. but i better don say much.. if not, i tink u guys wont be seeing me anymoree. LOLS!

long time no craps.. seems like alot of guys asking me to help them find a g-f. as in jus plainly g-f. they said nurse is sexy. i was luffin like mad. u knoe y they said tat??? cos they watched tooz much pornssss! hahaahahas!! opppsie` did i hit bullseye??

now... im bored!! i wan my season 2 NOW!!! tml gonna return the vcd. hoping to spot season 2 somewhere. the ending was: the 5 pathetic prisoners stil on the run wif all the police cars heplicoper chasin aft them. like.. huh? lidat finish? not satisfying marnnn.. tats y i ned my season 2!!!!!! hahhahs.. but at least they had escape out of tat damn place.

tml is coming!! movie marathon?? got the time??
erm erm.. im broke.. my bank is like showin -ve from wad ive set. -ve by 200+ god jesus!
tml is gonna be a great day. its gonna be one.
wad im gonna do now?
erm.. ah! SLEEP till BB finish work!!
hhahahs YAYS!

PS: I MISS BUGS! I WANNA GO UR HSE! eateateateateat~ andand im so excited to see ur mummy monster!! i tink shes curious how i look like. hahahs.. i am tooz!

kk. takkaire aLL~
god bless. (omgg.. i kept saying this holy word ever since i stepped into mt A hospital. LOLS)

the first two days in operation theatre doesn realy interest me.. prefer ED.

yirun n liting resigning lerss. =(( thou we din realy work tgt tat often.. but i wil miss them. and tat yirun.. his the senior-est. tink his spent ard 3 yrs in swensen lers. somehow, upon hearin tat his last day wil be this comin sat n sun, smth seems not rite. time passes so damn fast! 3 yrs in swensen lers.. so committed. hahhas.. tat ytd nite we were talking bout stages of swensen. under diff RM realy makes a big diff in the management. i stil prefer maam jane stage! she jus rockss`
work wif him for so long now den i knoe he played paino tooz other den drums!
cool!! =DDD and he said he knoe how to play secret paino version.

tiredtired.
my prison break left 3vcds. don wanna finish watch tat fast.. cos i don wanna felt like its the end. =( stil waitin for season 2 to be out. i hate the waitings..

boring OT...
nxt wk is my hols~ =D
cant waitt!!

tata`

tml wil be my posting at operation theatre at mt alvernia.
the whole wk wil be jus 8-4. great schedule i mus say.
but the bf work nite mostmost.. dang.

sat work 5-11. wil be the last day seeing yang xue already. din get to say gdbye to yu ming and his GONE. saded. all the best to him.
thks bugsie for the help out today! walls hav ear. so.. =XX
anyways, this wkend is the best tat i could ever wish for. continue my prison break!! BEST ever. better den american nxt top model tat i would always look forward to every wk. or the grey's anatomy tat is so ever familiar. =) cant describe further more. hahahs! wil start searching for season 2 now.

had a movie wif the bf. "resident evil 3" FANTASTIC! 4 starstars for it!! =D the bf kena scared!! hahahhas.. so cute i lvesloves! =pPp i miss him so damn muchiee.. longlong time no meetmeet playplay eateat watchwatch hughug lers!! hahash.. his like my bearbear 24/7. i wannwann mos burger fries and the BNJ and the movie marathon and the silly morning smile and the soduku tgt and the subway at ECP and the cycling session and the fly kite and the blowing wind listenin to the waves and the lookin for food and the..........
JEES! his gonne be responsible for my leisure now. u a dead man billy! =pPp

had a chat wif my advisor. ned to plan for the future lers. sounded so the adult. =X

im bac.
hehehs..
jus completed my Emergency Department posting at TTSH.
i tink.. tat is MINE cup of tea. =D
mostly of the ppl there were like literally running. fast pace, fast turnover.
den on thursday, i was in resuscitation room. and we were all trying to save a collaspe patient. den to break the tension in the room, got one male nurse so funny. made everyone luffs even the MO (medical offical, doctor in short). INTERESTING cases manyMANY!
andand the MOs there, be it senior, or junior, were helpful and friendly. most of them even teach u helpin in our learning! =D there were quite a number of male nurses tooz. andandand, the CDF wil send cases to ED!! a few of the malay guys are cute. there were like afraid of us somehow.. lols. hmmmm.. i tink if i work there maybe alan wil come by. =pPp
working in ED like working in Swensen. hahahs.. somehow..
EG, handling customer service in Swensen, is like handling patient n patient's family in ED. hav to handle fussy ones, the complaints due to long waiting time.
den in Triage, nurses can like seat there like a doc marn!!! can say NXT in a yayapapayabananacoconut way! =pPp hahas.. but i got a hard time calling names out. got one i called, everyone was like luffin! lols.. cos i tink it sounded like bad word. ~_~
great time. great time.
had positive commends from my lectural and she wanted me to sign up to here durin PRCP. i given my name but last min cancel. den she rubbed the cancelation and put a tick beside it. lols~ k wadeva kk..
i tink anywhere as long as im a nurse can lers.. =)
i saw alot of young nurses.
pretty ones. alot of coolcool type ones!! =DD as in those tann wif ponytails big watches croc shoes kind. hahahahas`
i loves n enjoyed myself in ED.
and thks to jessica leong for giving me manymany opportunities. =D
promised. i wil be a gd nurse.

maybe its you..
maybe its jus me..
maybe its god plan..
and wen wil it end?
till the day someone let go?
or..
till blue moon appear?
tat similiar questions kept popping.
once again tat fear..
tat familiar lonely nites and tat lonely streets.
wen they ask.
wads ur prob.
i couldnt ans..
or.. there isnt any prob.
jus between you me and time.

my uncertainty and the lackin of smth.
render me feelin so insecured.


i jus wanna be strong.
but im not.
cos wifout u, im nothing.