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Monday, June 19, 2006 ♥

deadly sick` ♥ 1:38 PM

im so deadly sick now.. took an MC for a day.. no mood to do anything.. im so cold and yet so hot.. i hate havin cold.. eeew` i cant breathe i cant talk.. worst! whole body achin and im so weak! somebody heeelllpppp mmmeeee!!

Friday, June 16, 2006 ♥

im ME! ♥ 10:11 PM

i hav been working for this few days.. i hav been enjoying myself.. its like going on a long vacation.. no studies no project no stress.. i realise tat i love workin in tis environment.. no sick ppl to face, no sad faces to see.. everything is jus so happy so relax so 'enjoyed.. wad i hav to do is jus to satisfy them.. to serve them wif our best service everyday.. tats it! thou smtime i stil hav to face the worst customers. but at least its stil better den facing the life and death everyday..

wait. tat doesnt mean i hav regretted studyin nursing.. i realy would love to help the unfortunate ppl out there.. but its really sad.. sad to see ppl being like this.. sad to see ppl havin smth which they dont wan. its make me feel so down.. tats the biggest reason tat i wanna change my working envrionment.. workin in F&B line is stil the best.. facing ppl who is happy and healthy.. hmm.. i tink i should better off be workin in the polyclinic.. hahah!! teachin bout prevention kinda thing..

well.. for now, i jus hav to get my diploma first.. before i start my OWN life.. from the day i've born, things i chooose is oly for ppl for my future for myself.. but.. i have not realy enjoy it.. im jus oly drawing out the best picture i can hav in future.. i told myself.. jus a few yrs more.. few yrs more.. den i can start to paint.. to put on the best colours on my drawin i've plan out.. i knew. i knew i can produce a heavenly art.. rite. tats wad i wana say today..
Oh damn shit. i hav not touch my bio yet. nvm.. im takin off on sat n sun. jus for u.. make sure i pass. hmmp!

Thursday, June 08, 2006 ♥

one DOWN` ♥ 10:34 PM

our first presentation for this sem is down! left 3 more to go` laaalaaalalla` yea!! lolz. was quite nervous for me.. no eye contact to audience.. got lar.. to min n sharon..!!!! lolz` anyways, i wana realy giv a BIG thankS to my leader, estelle. you hav put in alot more effort compared to us. we all are aware tat becos of all these projects, u hav been skippin meals smtimes, goin bac late to complete some editin.. and i knoe u hav stay up late at nite to do some touch up.. realy realy very touch by all ur efforts u put in.thank you!! lets keep up our team spirit!!! JIAYOU` 3 more to go!

and yeah.. im bac. the cries the quiet days have gone.. im avoidin him i knoe. yeah. i miss him thou.. but.. jus gimme sometime to readjust again... to be ur littlebunny again...

in the meantime, i hope she wil forgive me. i realy would wan her to knoe tat i realy treat her as a friend. i wouldnt care wad/who she is or wadeva ppl say to me. thou i may hav strong believes in tat kinda ting. but, so wad? its kind of a personal ting.. i wil not be blinded by all tat and tat. even if everyone hates u.. running away from u.. i will not. i wil stil treat u as thou we knew each other for yrss. no matter wad, i'll wait. wait till u speak to me like before.. wait till u smile to me like we were old friends.. pls.. listen to wad i got to say. its really impt to me.. jo, i wanna acc u thru tis lonely environment. im sorry. things get into the way we not expected. i sincerely wana be ur gd girl again.. will i ever??

Wednesday, June 07, 2006 ♥

devastated` ♥ 7:22 PM

im betrayed.
livin in fear of everyone
promise is again broken
jus like my heart

i cried in those silent nights
how lonely i am
how scary the world seems
how i wish u could jus kill me

its really really scary to tink of it.. someone whom i realy trust alot betray me. the promise made is jus a trap. a trap to protect itself. to win. to revenge. wad bout me... u left me there. spoiling my relationship bw others. how heartless can u be.. not even considered my feelins.. i may appeared fine, happy. inside me, its chaotic.. im utterly disappointed. i cried wenever im alone.. late at nite while walkin home, i would tink of u. hurtin me again. for the same reason. u made me forgive u.. sayin tat useless sorry a million times from ur tongue. u wouldnt admit tat ur wrong. u wana me to support u even. i wonder again. u r protectin me or urself. or worst. usin me to revenge. alrite. i forgave u... like i always do..

i guess its time for me to grow up.. i cant trust everyone so easily now.. i wil try. i will keep everything to myself and to tink before i act or say anythin. i wont share anythin unnecessary esp u.. i wil take ppl's words and analyse first before i believe or decide smth. i realy hav to learn. and not jus cry.. it wouldnt help anymore.

Saturday, June 03, 2006 ♥

project + geylang ♥ 11:45 PM

woke up early in da morning, rush to paya lebar to hav grp meetin at sharon hse.. the 4 of us plus cj and qq.. waited for one hr plus and we decided to eat kfc.. lolz. hmm. sharon sis, shamin, was there wif us too.. she so quiet 'look' like bery guai.. haha! reach sharon hse, we start our drawin and colourin lesson! lolz.. our product was so child-like.. hhaaaa.. i miss my nursery days!! shamin fall sick wif high temp.. but stil can bully me! use the ice pack and iicccee me!! -_- haha..

aft we complete everything, cj and qq went home, we continue stay at sharon hse.. shamin so cute!! her keyboard skill is ..... speechless. no piano lesson somemore lehz! jus by listenin oly.. den i record a music from her.. the da chang jin soundtrack!!! whahahah` so talented! i was so stunned and keep callin her to teach me.. but sadly, im slow. haha` den she hold my fingers and play a complete music.. a sense of satisfication and pride is seen on my smiling face.. whahah` duhz.

aft all tat and tat, we decided to head to geylang and EAT!! yummmmy` singapore most famous food is mostly located at tat area. since i stay at woodlands, i dun usually go there.. wow! walk a long way and U-TURN go bac, stil cannot find our destinated place. so we took a cab. the driver so 'tham jia' oso.. share wif us so many famous food. haha` finally reach lorong 15!!! welcome to 24 hr yong he!! haha.. mus try the dou jiang you tiao there.. lin jun jie song!! order some dim sum and head across another famous store.. order a few dishes here n there, whhaa.. bloated already.. but estelle stil wana eat the .. wads tat call? duhz. some deserts.. so fun!!!! we gonna look for more yummy foods!! now gettin influence by min already.. i oso wanna go taiwan!! shop and eat all day long! haha.. in my dreams oly.

tireeed.... the four of us is cal the fruit basket.. we are the strawberry,kiwi,mango and banana.. haha!!! im BANANAAAA!! lolzZ`

Thursday, June 01, 2006 ♥

sakae SUSHI` ♥ 8:56 PM

yea` finally the 4 of us got our private locker! no more heavy baags` lalala` and i wana my locker to deco loads of our pic!! yeahhhhhh` its gonna be FUN..
im soo fuuuLLL` haaa` today aft sch, went to wheelock to meet my sis.. i owe her a meal.. so we went to sakeSUSHI! whahaha.. both of us ate 24 pplates!! was tat alot??? i guess so.. cos i went out wif sharon n min we jus oly ate 21.. three person 21plates?? haha` both of us were BIG EATERS!! whahhaaaaa`

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