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Monday, July 31, 2006 ♥

RESIGNING... ♥ 11:45 AM

it happened on tis particular day... if i didnt met u, i guess i'll nv find out.. fated to be tis way.. im useless to takecare of u.. u promise not to drink.. tis is the million and one times u lied.. u knew i would forgive u each time; takin advantage of it. im realy tired.. i dun wanna tis to carry on and on.. everythin i do is jus for ur own gd.. u dun wana appreciate i cant do much.. to forget u, the best thing to do is to resign..

anyway, im tinkin bout resignin soon.. didnt expect to be tat fast. msg sir kw. told him and bugs.. resign letter wil be given on weekends. tis wk is probably me last wk..

i knew my followin days wil be damn moody.. im tryin to keep myself occupied. i dun wanna tink more.. to bugs: im sorry tat tis bad news happen jus so fast.. i didnt mean it.. jus tat things ard me force me to.. life is so unpredictable. bugs, i will really miss u alot alot alot alot alotss.. =(

Sunday, July 30, 2006 ♥

♥ 10:54 AM

working is not fun anymore.. i really wanna find another job.. been workin at swensen for bout 2yrs.. bery faithful alredy.. seriously, i realy love workin there.. but ppl there are not the same anymore.. and im gettin tired seein them too.. haha! the person i'll miss most will be bugs.. and probably the kitchen chefs.. i love talkin craps wif her.. luff till i rolled.. and others? well, i hack care. everythin has change.. gd staffs were all gone.. remember the days wen i first join in swensen, whaaaa... everyone so united together. the best teamwork ever.. we would shout 'welcome to swensen' TOGETHER. even inside the fountain staff wuld make an effort to pull down his mask.. whahaaa' now lehz? most of the time its oly me who welcome them.. (furhermore my voice so soft wan.. haaa) argg. well, now im like tinkin its doesnt make any different. they jus do their own stuff and i do mine. the end. i hate workin like im the only one who strive so hard for.. nothing. borin tired angry slow and meaningless. haiz. management has change for many reason.. a person like me cant help much.. no matter how hard i tried to give the best service, wifout everyone havin the same goal, its realy a mess. receving many complaints recently. im so fed up. gettin scolded for no reason, facin black faces eveerywhere.. wth.

today, saw my regular customer. wen billing, he was like askin bout my pt job, den suddenly talk bout his son. ended the conversation wif, 'do u wanna knoe my son?' whhahaaaha.

the bf made gf angry. bf bought shirt for another gurl jus becos she asked for it. but bf said she returned his money. so closed file. gf wonder y she always get angry wif bf so easily. seriously, she didnt even hav any temper wif her friends. weird gurl.

i waaana go loookiin foorr jjoobs. buusssyyyyyy.. eeexxaaammmmmssssss..

Saturday, July 22, 2006 ♥

♥ 9:03 PM

whhheeee` today neber work!! its buddies day` a day to wild wild wet!! spent most of the time in lazy pool and tat wulala! hahaaa.. lazing ourself in tat pool waitin for the nxt tsunami.. LOLZ!! i ganna molest by them.. we are quite violent inside the water too.. whhahaa. sooo fuunnnnnn.... den we come bac wif suntann. lolz.. aft tat we took neoprint too! so cuttteee`

JES!! HAPPIE BELATED BIRTHDAY!! hope u will wear my blue dress for me k!! heee`

Thursday, July 20, 2006 ♥

♥ 10:34 PM

went to visit uncle on tues, didnt get to see him so i jus passed the dessert to staff.
again, i decided to pay him another visit wif christine. rehab center is much more human-like! hhaa` yeah, was in da visitor rm waitin for him. wen he saw us, he was like prayin to lord or wadeva.. hha` i misssss hiimmm sooo muucchhhh!!! he oso sang us his sunshine song again.. if i were to visit him again, i swear i would take his photo!! im afraid i would forget his silly face. =( well, his silly. but his sincere.. hmm.. too bad, i knoe i cant do anythin further to help him. in case he got the wrong idea. sad to say tats the reason. but as a professional student nurse, blablabla....... CRAPS! haha`if not, i guess i would even give him my contact num or even go to his hse once in a while and all.. >.<
today! went watchin movvie! Pirates Of The Carribean` nicenicenicenice!! so freakin funnyy` whahahaaa.. johnny depp!! his so cuuttteeee`

Thursday, July 13, 2006 ♥

♥ 7:36 PM

i will miss you uncle..
i hope u wil not come bac here again..
do well and prove to everyone..
esp ur family.
JIAYOU!
>,<

i realy love this uncle.. thou im abit scare of him smth.. but im like "fallin in love" wif him lo` wen i enter to tis ward, i wil always check tat he wil be there and feels ok.. the first day gettin to knoe him, he already start porin out all his problems to me.. sittin there listen quietly to his story is fun.. and slowly from day to day, he became so close to me.. and even name me as a "princess" and "blosom friend". haha! stil remember tat he stole a fake flower and gave it to me.. instead of bein touch im almost gonna faint. HAHAHA!!! (cos im hav phobia in flowers. serious.)
wen his free, he would sing diff songs to me.. and, he treated me like princess..hehe. cos he clean the chair for me wen its dirty and im gonna sit on it. so sweet rite!!!
sadly, today is his last day here, and his going to rehab centre lerr. he wish gudbye so many many times, like expectin me to give him smth or wadeva.. he even wan me to visit him. =( den wen im in a treatment room readin my casenotes, he knock on the door informing me tat his going.. at tat pt of time im busy and jus say gdbye wifout smiling.( REGRETTED!!!) den half an hour later,, he came in agian and pass me a piece of paper...... and his gone... wen i open up and read, i almost cried. but nv.. cos christine was there.. lol. inside it, was many love song.. he wrote it down as a gdbye blessin.. so touchin... stil remember the sad lookin face wif headin bendin down towards his chest.. ARRRGGGGGG` i miss him!!

Monday, July 10, 2006 ♥

♥ 6:40 PM

first day on my new attachment!! i made friends wif many uncles there.. wahaha` they so cute lo.. so friendly wan.. i tot they would be realy agressive and violent but den aft i get to knoe them.. hmm... quite ok. hee` tml wil be my 2nd day. hope everythin wil go smoothly.. hee!! now im gonna tink of wad activities for them to play liao.. ya. no majong!!!! LOLz`
nxt nxt, been workin on sat n sun. damn tired but stil wanna extend.. but they dun let me.. arrggg!! hmm.
ever since tat incident, his not sincere anymore. i realy dunno wad i hav to do.. i've already tried my best to patch this relationship up.. but i felt tat he dun treasure it anymore. its like no diff even if we break up. but i stil hang on to it.. hoping one day he wil realise wad i did for him and how much i've put thru everythin jus for him. i've done wad im suppose to do as a gf. i'll give both of us more time to get bac wad we hav lost. i can wait.. i dunno how long i've to wait..

Friday, July 07, 2006 ♥

♥ 11:37 PM

stil got 2 more wks of attachment before my sch reopens again.. today got bac my bio pract result.. i got a B.. all my buddies got an A.. whaha.. i so dumb one.. throw their face.. =X anyways, lent ppl cash now i myself no cash.. cant go shoppin.. i wanna buy a watch.. haiz.nxt month get my pay sure bery little de.. cos attachment den didnt realy go to work..
my grandma in malaysia is sick.. daddy is so depressed bout it.. =(
bad news so many.. but im contented. cos gubby is wif me. not as close.. but at least we talk.. haiz.. i stil cant get over it. wadever.. im tired.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006 ♥

attachments! ♥ 5:52 PM

its the first time tat my attachment is not so stress up.. nono.. main pt is not this.. but... i carried a NEWBORN babies!!!!! sooooo cuuutteeeee like me!!! omg.. i get to feed them burp them change their diapers sayang them.. hheeeee!! and i love this hospital!!the staffs and all are so helpful.. at least i get to see some lights at the end.. haha` (rite.) too bad. one wk in this ward oly..

gubby,bunny stil here.. dun avoid me like i do in the past..

Sunday, July 02, 2006 ♥

sis start work ♥ 9:11 AM

trish start work at cwp swen!!! cool`
attachment startin tml.. i wanna enjoy being out of my previous post. lol`
and i get to hav my classmates bein in the same hosp!! yes!!
nxt nxt, recently hav been watchin many movies.. i love JUS MY LUCK!! the guys in the show were cute! hehe`
gubby no more.. well, last 2 wks durin the hols, it has been hell. i made myself decide smth. but, i cant do it. and i drop tat idea. cried in tat lonely nites.. bugs knew everythin. her words comfort me. motivates me. im fine.
sch reopen, i opened to my friends. this is wen, i start to get my strength again. i didnt msg him for many days. i succeed. each day, im fightin wif it. i knew i can forget him totally someday.. not to be mistaken. we stil together. well, not. wad we are now, is not the same anymore.. its more to like a normal friend.. a friend who cares alot and i dun giv a damn kind. i miss gubby.. but his always busy.. hmm. i guess its even better. i can forget him faster and easier. im tryin and stil tryin.. hav been sayin this since last yr.
i hope i can get an ans someday. wil not pester him anymore.. if he neds me, i defintely wil be there by his side. u can throw me one side if u dont. i dun mind. miss u lots.
tats all for now.. takkaire guys! i got bac my energy again`

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