Sunday, August 27, 2006 ♥
wad do u gurls knoe bout sex?
aft readin the sunday new paper, i REALLY feel sorry for those gurls.. interview was reported 41 out of 100 had sex. tis article was talkin bout a gurl, a virgin wen she has sex wif him, n she got HIV. its her first, n her last. n she's oly 17 tat time.
for woman, virginity is smth tat is sacred. losin to someone u tot u love once, is not worth it.
woman is always at the losin point no matter wad. damn. those guys could jus get away wif everythin. they could even forget u jus given one day n is enuf. its SUX!!
sincerely,i realy realy hope u gurls would protect urself okiesss.. do it if u SURE his gonna be wif u for the rest of ur life.. the best is til u get married.
Saturday, August 26, 2006 ♥
went for job interview, now hopin tat lady wil cal me by thursday. i jus knew she would cal me. anyways, been shoppin ard for nice things to pampered myself recently. i've been tortured emotionally, for nearly 2 yrs, mentally, for the past 2 wks. LOL` and spending money like water it jus to make myself feel better..
i love shopping wif my sis!! went in together wif the same changing room, givin each other opinion, luffin at each others body or wadeva` LOL` yoz Trish! lets go town on ur nxt off day kies! ^_^
well, ytd went to collect my cheque den meet Jo for dinner n moives, chat bout her life n everything. went i reached home, bathe, den lying on the bed lookin at the ceiling, thinking, i finally hav time for myself all this yrs. sometime, doin nothing jus lying on the bed thinkin bout wad i've done n accomplish all tis while can be so sweet. seriously, since workin at swensen n studyin together, everyday is real busy. too tired to think of tis wen i get home.
min says, getting a short break off from ur hectic life, is to continue for a longer journey ahead. i love tis sentence wen im preparing for my exams, givin excuses to laze ard da hse. lol`
its been 5 days. manage not to msg him.. been thinkin and reading my past personal diary, seeing all those hurting entries.. its not worth it at all.. wonder y i love him so much. i felt so worthless to him. wen i look at his picture in my blog, i see a different person. i hate tis guy for cheating me for so long.. i felt so useless. guess no one in this world wil be as foolish as i am. he doesnt worth my anything.
i got my freedom bac. i nv felt so happy like this before. being single is jus so great!! i wouldnt be always thinkin bout him wastin my life away. i would be meetin up ppl who LOVES me and to LOVE more of myself. feelin gd lookin gd inside out. >.<
lalalala`` yay!! lata meetin my bugss!! wanna get smth for her.
Monday, August 21, 2006 ♥
love is blind.
till now im stil blind.
but thks god.
you let me see
bits n pieces everywhere.
thks god for curing my eyes.
letting me see his true colours..
its breaks my heart.
i expect it to be beautiful.
and its not.
its ugly. REAL ugly.
ihateyou...
thks god.
i would pick a better picture.
im sorry to everyone or anyone tat once,
im angry wif u,
quarrel wif u,
cold to u,
cos u said my picture is ugly.
forgive me cos im blind.
for now i could see,
im glad tat i've kept many beautiful pictures.
all are frame nicely on the wall.
gimme time to add more beautiful colours.
i would create a heavenly art.
jus for u.
i wont tel excatly wad happen ytd. the process is even ugly..i cried n cried in that familiar lonely nites.. i cried till i cant breathe... once n for all. not to love or hate. im tired.
i love u wif all my heart. i tot u are too.. behind me tis is wad u do..
u always lie.. and i would stil trust u.. and choose to listen to u..
my heart is stil aching..... nothin u do or say will ever bring my trust back ever again.
im not ur little gurl anymore.
Friday, August 18, 2006 ♥
dun wana go interview at bodyshop anymore.. everytime i walked pass the shop.. its so empty. i would be bored to death. im thinkin of... **shhh. wen i get a job den i'll update again. hee`
well, kinda like korean guys. like they way they purpose to a gurl.. so sweet!! touch by their sincerity.. but one thing, they are violent.. not only guys actually.. haha`
haiz.. so tired mentally.. had been burning midnight oil recently..
2 more papers to go``
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 ♥
ytd was kinda high.. lolz.. disturb everyone in da hse..esp my grandma. and we were like luffing rolling on the floor.. well, chat wif my sis at nite.. its cool to hav 2 indian guys fallen in love wif u thou. whahahahaha` yoz gurl, i knoe they are gettin annoying and u dun look like indian or smth, but its smth tat wil brighten ur mood and make u luff rite? hahahahaaaa.. i dun mind to have a fresh straight from india as a bro-in-law. LOL`
i love my siste,grandma n mummy lots lots lots!
hmm.. daddy? arrggggg.. his not like part of them family already. thou he watch tv wif us at nite, but, its like his not there.. i pity him abit cos we are like enjoying doing our things and not callin him.. haiz.. not our fault.. u dun wan us anymore so i mus make myself and others happy..
bac to study hoping i can complete it by today and decide whether to go swensen for dinner wif siste.
Sunday, August 13, 2006 ♥
i've anthophobia.. ever wonder wad isit? its a pobia of flowers. yeah. FLOWERS!! i diagnose myself wif anthophobia..
got this fear since the day im born. no idea how and y.. ppl are amuse by it. haaha`
arrrggg! study`` study like i nv did before.......
i miss swensen.
Thursday, August 10, 2006 ♥
finally im out of swensen.. my last day, i received a feedback form.. so glad..okok. my auntie came makan here in da aftnoon. my sis n friends came at nite.. lol.. anyways, last day workin here.. =( i miss doin cashier, miss moppin and sweepin swensen floor, miss getting told to pour ice water, miss welcomin and thanking them, miss my regular customers, miss stealing food or icecream wen doing wrong orders, miss feeling the busy peak hrs where everyone will be running, miss carry heavy trays which i used as a tool to build muscle.. (make me tink of alan), miss hearing 'ding' from fountain callin ask to send ice cream.. haha crazy.. miss sending crumble which make me think of bugs, miss talking craps wif the chef inside, miss...... shit. estelle callin me at tis hour for skool.. gtg. continue later..
**bac from skool**
aft resigning, felt so lifeless.. wads my plans now?? ok. study real hard for my comin exams which is in 2wks time, aft tat, go for job interview at bodyshop. hoping to work long hrs wif more OT like swensen always do.. hopin to meet swensen friends out someday..
as for my gubby, we stil keep in contact thru daily sms.. but we are oly friends.. wil not be meeting each other anymore unless going out wif a grp of friends.. which is swensen tips' outing? hoping they wil cal me out... hahaz. probably i wil look for them during closing hrs for late nite movie..
bugs, if u don feel like resign, pls dont. cos swensen is the best place to work.. everyone looks aft u.. anyone bully u? no rite. if i got the choice, i wouldnt. but i dont. wadeva it is, jus follow ur heart.. workin is always tired. =)
pic taken aft work.. bugs.. big bugs miss u..
**bac from skool**
aft resigning, felt so lifeless.. wads my plans now?? ok. study real hard for my comin exams which is in 2wks time, aft tat, go for job interview at bodyshop. hoping to work long hrs wif more OT like swensen always do.. hopin to meet swensen friends out someday..
as for my gubby, we stil keep in contact thru daily sms.. but we are oly friends.. wil not be meeting each other anymore unless going out wif a grp of friends.. which is swensen tips' outing? hoping they wil cal me out... hahaz. probably i wil look for them during closing hrs for late nite movie..
bugs, if u don feel like resign, pls dont. cos swensen is the best place to work.. everyone looks aft u.. anyone bully u? no rite. if i got the choice, i wouldnt. but i dont. wadeva it is, jus follow ur heart.. workin is always tired. =)
pic taken aft work.. bugs.. big bugs miss u..
Monday, August 07, 2006 ♥
Sat
given my resign letter. sir raymond came. negotiate wif me bout the pay. told him tat its not bout the money. nana msg me tellin me to re-consider again. aaarrggg.. i realy dun feel like quittin man.but well, i mus not forget my main reason... to forget him and start a new life, the best way is to get out of tat place..
Sun
worked 12-11. heyy bugs, not to worry.. i knoe u r realy sick.. i dun mind workin long hrs seriously. anyway maybe tats the last thing i can do for euu.. bbugggssssssssss``
bout 7 plus, tat regular customer came dining in wif his family again.. as usual, intro me to his son again.. funny thing is, his son was like hack care and was busyin typin away with his laptop. he asked for my contact number aft i took his orders and i was like errrr..... haha and i gave some lame excuses and walk away. den came billing time, he was standin in front of the cashier.. passed me his name card.. he was somewad a production superintendent.. wadever it is, we exchange contact numbers.. 'for the sick of being a regular customer.
during closing time, the chef cooked laksa for us.. and huihsia made waffle for each an everyone.. yuummmmmyyy.. aft finish my waffle i steal chuling icecream.. lolzzz` she was screaming away..
Mon
sch start late and ends early. min, sharon and estelle made some chocolates durin the weekends.. hmmm.. i love the one wif rasins.. thks guys for guiding me all along.. im sorry if i've made u guys worry.. i knoe u all are tryin ur best to cheer me up.. well.. i jus ned sometime alone...
arrgggg.. no mood no mood no mood... got no appetite to eat anything!!!! haiz.. and my parents are not in gd terms recently.. mummy, i love u. pls dun be so stress.. im so worried.. i dunno wad i can do.. daddy wouldnt listen.. arrgggg.. i got no idea how to solve it..
i better go prepare for exams.. dun wanna cramp last min again.
im lookin forward to hav a new job.. a new life..
Tuesday, August 01, 2006 ♥
gubby gubby gubby gubby.. bye gubby.. =( i wil stopin thinkin of u.. i wil not see u anymore.. im going to find other job.. i hope in few yrs time, we wil say hi wen we meet. byebye my gubby... i love u.
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