i love you more than you can imagine.
for all the things we had done.
were past.
after so long, i finally respected your decision.
our love and hate, really make me struggle alot through..
and finally ive put everything down.

it doesnt meant that ive forget everything about you.
i couldnt.
cause, from that day i said i love you, i really do.
and everything of you has became part of me.
im just removed that part of you from me.
now, it doesnt hurt so much anymore but you left me a scar that i can never forget.

life still has to move on.
all the scars we had were just an experience, memory, a story to tell.
i hope the next person you pick up, she must be able to go through the thick and thin together with you.
too bad, we are not meant that way.

at least we are still good friends, a good neighborhood!
not many couple who broke up can do that uhh.. =)
we are really strong. okay.
and im really that "wo bu pa! wo zhen de se me dou bu pa!" gurl that you always know. =]
you always scold me.
but no matter how angry you are, i still remember, ni shi ai wo de.

now i dont think you can scold me that much anymore.
ren shi fan jian de. pls scold me if i really do something wrong.
cause we are good friends. =))))

PS: one thing for you, pls dont smoke too much le...
it just not good for you.

THE END

A day out with tubbies after 2yrs!
We had alot of catching up, ah ron sister is going thru a difficult teeange rebellious stage, toto had broken up with her bf and patch back, ah min is bonded to her hospital for another 3yrs+, and i have just became single after so many yrs.




We had our dinner at Mad for Garlic!
Im definitely going back there again cos they really serve delicious food there!





Two yrs back, we were so young. Everyone was studying and doing part-time for extra cash. We had not much money back then, but we wanted to book a hotel for overnight talk. The only place we thought of was hotel 81!!
We were chatting and coincidentally, there is a suntec travel fair at level one!
And ta-da!



The next time we meet, we will be at KL! Hopefully is this coming December!
Well, im really glad we haven change one bit. :)
Here is our Tubbieship still as strong as it is!




Yes. I want to leave everything behind.
Including you, No is Especially YOU.
I want to forget everything we had and shared.
I want to start a new life. A new me.
Change my identity if I could.
Not be remembered by you.




I shouldn't have even asked.
I guess I have think too highly of myself that he will be back to me..
Well he chose not to.
That is the first and will be the last.
This is so dumb to even have faith that he will change..
Now I believe that..
He won't.
And my faith for him is gone.
We won't work out together.
He wouldnt try..
THIS IS A TRAGIC!!
I know he don't love me that much to sacrify all the negative thoughts or do things for me.

So why do I have to hold everything back when I don't meant a single thing?
This hurt so much then I have thought.
A breakup that I asked.
But I couldn't let it go so I asked for a solution. Which is to be together and handle it together.
FARK!

Last Saturday i attended Joel 21st birthday party at sembawang function room.
When i entered, i was pretty surprise to see that i was all so grand!
It was like as if someone getting married!



They even have MCs!
Of cause the 2 good buddie, cs and ah di.

They are so humorous!
Cs as usual will make the crowd participate..
No doubt, everyone was enjoying themselves!

But he told me he was actually has butterfly in the stomach! keke
I guess in future, both of them will be the MCs for all occasion already! whahahaha


These are for the games!
The MCs will call the number and the person will have to come out and play a game with the birthday boy!
The loser will get to drink a quarter neat of martel!





The HQ. =)

HQ will still be HQ.
But i guess i wont be together with them as often anymore.
Good thing will always come to an end.
Sometimes no matter what effort you give, things will just turn out differently.
To me, this group will always stay in my heart.
Because, the fond memories can never be so easily be erase.
Love you all as always....

Finally get to catch the paranormal activities and have a good scream inside!
O_O

Early dinner at flying chillies with babees!


After the movie Alice got to work.
Mainx and me went to PS TCC followed by a heart to heart chat. <3
We ordered desserts and shakes.
There was berries which i thing was really beautiful.

And.. I pop one of it..

SPASMS!! for a min.
hahahahaaaaa and mainx took a candid pic of me!
I dint know i look so happy despite the fact that im suffering!
hehe



Below is a MTV by Hebe.
This song had just become one of my favorite. =))
ENJOY