this is the 60 aussie that baby used to call me.. >.<
im now really very happy!
treasuring every moments spending tgt..
even wen being tgt spending time wif each other, i stil feel tat its not enuff..
the feeling is like anything will happen to this relationship.
wad our future holds, im looking really forward to it..
sharing the same interest, the same goals in life.
striving hard tgt.
and im really afraid to lose him..


i was thinking of doin this cos these lights looked like the stars..
to me, stars symbolise hopes and the power of a source of light it can give.
as long as we have hope, we will not give up.
as long as u try, no matter how hard it is, the effort u will not regret.
=))

today is my OFF DAY!
instead of the actual plan tat we going to sentosa (cos its raining.. ya riteee), we went to suntec kbox!
i saw my kuishi-bo tat i always mention to baby-cs. hehehs i get the name card from them! lalalaa~ we going there baby-cs!!

SO!
off day wif babyjess at KBOX!
we sang records by records from S.H.E, liangjingru, BY2, jolin, yangchenlin, zhangshaohan! really digged out all the old songs! =DDD
den the waiter i saw from outside keep lookin in. think we too noisy!!!
we damn mafan lo~ still can request jacket!
apparently, Kbox do rent jacket for free!!!
but i swear im gonna bring my own nxt time.
babyjess!!
jus wanna tell u tat i really enjoy singing today~
4 hrs still not enuff!!!!
nxt time K again okie~ =))))))

after K, we wen shopping a lil.. actually we were jus browsing.. i mean, window shoppin. but as usual, comfirm buy something home. i got another sexy dress. HAHA!
ehhh i got tink of u de lehz baby-cs, this dress comfirm PASS and still sexy! =pPp
still searching for my 3cm heels thou.. =)
and saw some cute lil stuffs and i really wanna get it! but.. don tink he will like it thou.. so..

meet chinny and her bfy at westmall mayim!
highly recommeded by me if u wanna eat yummy dimsums!
also highly recommend, if u wanna bring ur in-laws for some chinese cusine! =D

finnaly get to meet chinny bfy name kell.
funny name.
apparently he and sha is buddies in camp.
how coincidently nice.
but.. due to for some reason.. blablablabla~
im blablablabla, and if i were to blablablabla, im so not going to call blablablalba anymore!!
=XXXX

enuff said.
nxt ting to concern bout is my nite shift. SIANZZZ!




even more emotional these days..
where are u baby..
u the only one i wanna tell all my troubles to..
u the one i wanna have comfort and warm wif..
ur hugs is all i ever need now....

i was standing in the train today..
and wenever the train door slide open, i will imagine or maybe hoping the nxt footsteps i see is baby's green brazilian flipflop... and wen i look up, he will smile at me and give me a bigbear hugs.. but it never was..

ytd, i was so tired.. but i jus couldnt get to sleep..
not knowing why and wen i do, i woke up again by smth..
smth was jus beside my bed..
light.
wen i look up, it was a full moon so brightly!
tat was wad baby was sayin on the fone telling me to be prepared to see a very bright full moon soon. wen i look at her the moon, i was wondering is baby looking at her too. and tat maybe he could even see my reflection.. lols i tink too muchh..

=(( miss my boy..

just, my fone suddenly beep.
i stared at the unanswered msg.
pray that its the unknown number tat he always used..
no.
its QUEENA! hahaaa

checklist for sentosa on thurs:
sunblock
sunglasses
cam
cap
SHAMPOO N SOAP
TOWEL
ur touch up items
bikini of cos if u wan
big cloth (i settle)
ur fully charge MP3

 

"I've been asleep for a while now

You tucked me in just like a child now

'Cause every time you hold me in your arms

I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth"

i will tink of him.. and teared..
i miss him so much..
keep worrying about him..
its so gonna be a tough period for him. and im not there by his side at all..
how torturing can it be?
even worst.. i did nt picked his call to tell him tat how much i loves him before his 5 days of outfield..
veryveryvery regretful..

i cant get a proper sleep..
almost everynite even till today..
recently, i have nitmare..
my hands shakes alot and heart palpitations.
im so worried.. and i pray everynite for him.

ytd nite, while praying for him, i suddenly open my eyes!
cos i tot i heard his voice jus right beside my ear..
told trish bout it..
but she says she heard nothing..
baby.. i really think its u thou..
i tink i heard ur prayer.. hav u heard mine?

i missyou really so badly.. =(

timbre is a place that i would wanna hangout if i have the time.
i really loves the ambience..
very relaxing~
i also loves the whole thing about live band!
jus like a mini concert.
and we could dedicate songs too~
S2

i doubt baby will love it.. but i still wanna show him the place!
cos i wanna him to knoe wad are the things i really loves~
if he is my bfy, den he should be the first to knoe.

aft tat nite, we walk ourself to town as we wanna see the diff customes on halloween nite.
there was one time wen a guy (look like those wayang creatures) MEOWMEOW so loud at me!
so scray looo.. abit tramatise by it.. hahaa
den there is alot of sexy policewoman and nurses coustumes.
but most of the ppl jus clipped up the red devil horns larr..
told trish tat nxt yr halloween we gonna buy a custome tooz!
fareast comfirm hav! ^^
treat-or-trick anyone??? =P

there is a pic we taken wif jack sparrow! hahhaaa' he like so popuplar looo~ he act like one too wif the fingers and all.. kekez~ he look like johnny depp oso lo!

here are so lil pics from timbre.
album posted at fb.








im really a bad GF..
im so stubborn and did not listen to bfy advice.
decided to go timbre ytd nite.
we quarrel thru msn for an hr..
said bad stuffs which really hurt him..
i hurt him so deeply tat nite..
the feeling sux so much..

this morning i missed his 24miss calls..
received his tagged.. i guess his get all over wif it alredy..
his always give in to me.. always wifout fail..
i miss him..
im totally regretted for everything.
and im sorry..