HAPPY 22nd BIRTHAY MR BABA!!

We grew together since young, and how i wish we could grow old together too.
We had our honeymoon and
We are now facing towards the hardest part of our life.
We had dreams.. Yet to be done.
I wish Mr baba, all the best in whatever he has to do.
This is our striving-to-the-peak-of-our-life part.
And I need to be with him this very moment, to support him.
Mr baba, jiayou.. =))

I got a Mont Blanc pen for him as a gift.
Im glad he was all so excited about it.
It makes it all so worth while just to feel that he loves it.
ilu.





Hope this lil pen will acc you to ur every stages of life..
You will be facing more in time to come.
Let it be your starting of your journey.
Workhard! <3

Ok I'm now at ENT clinic waiting for a dr to see my patient..
Well, I could make use of this time to blog using my BB phone.. Kekeke!
BB just rox!

Mr Baba birthday will be coming like 3 more days later!! I'm feeling pretty excited about it!
But the birthdayboy isn't.. He hasn't has any plans YET. But its is another opportunities to gather all HQ together again! I hope everyone could make it.. I dunnno if whether I'm the only one who want this to happen.. Cause they dun seems to be as united as before anymore.. After that scarible horrible terrible incident.. IDK. But they have already became part of my life.


OH I couldn't post any imagine here? How sad!
**re -edited**
this is the few of my favourite pics of HQ:


everyone is so happy back then... missyouall.

"~"~"~"~"~"

Something to share:
"Words can hurt one's feelings. But silence, it can damage a person. Silence speaks louder than you'll ever know."

Yeah. When I went mute, my poor csyong will be raging away like a madman. And the more he *scream.shout.pull hair* the muter I became. I felt that I should be treated with respect and not being shouted at. So unless he calms himself down, I may start to talk.

We have big quarrels even, until to a point we went silent. Although it was just a night or not more than 2days, its was still unbearable! Every min you jus wanna find him to talk.. But its either pride or ego that hold back and let it ruin the relationship. For all these months, I've been trying to kick this worst habit of mine. It will be kinda hard too because the more I say the more angry he will become! Haha!! But at least he knew what was I thinking and problem MaybE solve. =))

Thanks for the teachings.. <333

Put aside all my issues.
Thought i could plan to write freely all my problems here..
Well, maybe not today. =)

I wanna share something else..
Does anyone has their own personal excitement to share?
Maybe something close to your own morality even.

Last week, I and buddie when for sheesha session.
This was the second time i had sheesha, and we ordered "peach cocktail" flavour.
First experience was quite ok.
But the second one was way too different!
Must be the cocktail cause me to feel giddy and all..
Im like high on opium!

Anyway, my point is not this..

We were havng so much funtime together and suddenly,
Buddie suggest: If we walk off now, no one will knows..
Me - ya we could even take cab home..

And its all decide.
Its not the money issue that we are talking about..
Its the lil thrilling things that we wanna do..

That wonderful day, was so crazy lar!
We walk off like nobody business, the pace we had became faster and faster! Its like any time you fear that someone will tap on your shoulder. Whatever it was, i was so thrilled and my adrenaline shootup highhigh!
After knowing that we were safe, we fell on the floor together and laugh so loud!
Evryday, all so serious and everyone abide rules we people set.
Okay.. i know im not young anymore.
But once in a while hanging out with different people, did different stupid things, had different feelings all mix around.
Nice =))

PS: Thats explain our free sheesha session on a saturday night! =p

SO..
Although apart of me felt really guilty about it, but this lil devil in me gain me an experience that i never had before!
Of cos this will never happen again. =)

Like i said.
Everyone has a story to tell.
Well, maybe some stories are not suppose to be told.
Its just all for the lil thrill and excitement you need in life.
Once you experienced it, you will find that you will treasured whats more important to you.
People learnt from mistake.

Hi..
Im back again.
Recently i doesnt have the time or maybe the mood to blog.
But now, i wanted to say just a few things to keep my blog alive!

Ive discovered afew problems lately that i have been going thru, living thru and been thru for all these yrs.
I wanted to lived better, loved more of myself and therefore read this book that Trish recommended me.
"Codependent no more"

I will be posting more about myself in the upcoming post.
So stay tune!
Im really glad that ive anknowledge the problems i had and faced.
And im prepared to change for good.
Hope it can help in my relationship not only to my dearest boy, family and friends, but love myself more in a way. Staying true to my own mind.

Lastly, i wanna say is, life is great!
There are more events to come and im looking very forward to it!
XOXO