music of the night - from the phantom of the opera
i used to listen to this before sleeping..
after so long, listen to this music again really calms me down.

i have not enough sleep!
and i keep flushing myself with caffeine!
one of the late night i dont wanna forget is the time at changi village.
with csyong hongwei and kit.
the night was so peacefully quiet and we were at the playground chatting.
did i mention that both kit and me were running like some innocent kid when we saw the swing!
I LOVE SWINGS ALOT!
i still remember that when i was very young, i love to spend the whole day sitting on the swing.
how i wish just outside my house there will be an apple tree swing.
can someone make my dream come true?

today i woke up really late for work!
suppose to reach work at 7am. and i woke up at 725hrs!
cause yesterday attend wenbin 21st bd gathering and slept about one plus.
no point taking cab too cause such timing is only for bad traffic.
and i came in at the wrong timing!
sister was there and she said ive to replace back one more hour!
=_= totally damn sianz.....
at 330pm, EVERYONE say BYEBYE to me like so happy!
lols~
thks ah you guys...

valentine day is coming.
csyong unable to book out and celebrate our first valentine.
even after book out i don tink we will be going anywhere either..
i tink he will be going to ah di house visiting only.
anyways, im planning to go to dempsey hill recommend by pohpoh~
she said that the trees there are decorated with alot of beautiful lighting!
cafe and pubs along that stretch!
and i think it is a very romantic place to just chill~
i know csyong wouldnt appreciate such places. boring guy!
soooooo, any singleladies out there???
we go there one night okayokay!!!!!!
hehe excited already.
<3





i loves sha jiao with trish when im tipsy.
i loves to kiss and hug her when im high!
i miss her..

i wish i cn have more K session with jess
i wish jess can be able to go concert with me
i hope csyong can faster ord
i wan to have a good job which i really like
i need to reflect on how i treat ppl sometime cause
ignorant is not blissful at all
i wan to go korean and bangkok this yr
i hope ppl aorund me can be able to find their true love
cause i can find more couple outing
i wish the world don revovle so fast
(for this, i tink im growing older.. and im thinking of alot of stuffs recently. that makes me really sad. worst.. i fear the most has come....)
i wish csyong can control his temper sometime
i hope he can find a really good ofter and i could have a job as a past time
i hope csyong can buy a car that i wan
(kekez.. )
i hope in future my children will listen to me and wont give me alot of headache
(i have aready headache facing some people already)

i wish i hope i want i need.
and i have to do something to all this to make it happen.


i got alot of back date entry.
last wk, was the underage party.
at first we were really very worried about them not able to get in the club..
there were quite a number of ppl joining us a dblo~
from csyong side got his NS friend- andrew, bernard, alfred, gary.
from trish side got tian le, gabriel and andy.
and our friends were kit, jiaqi, margrett, sharon, kim, reena, des, tiantze.
first time so much ppl and its really fun. =))



last monday, i when cycling with trish csyong and andrew at ECP.
i woke up and made some sandwiches.
used up all the bread in his hse and its still not enough!
i was hoping that we could actually reach changi village..
but halfway thru, we U-turn back.
accompany andrew to get his guitar string.
and our final destination of the day was at bugis having steamboat.
omg.. i don think i would wanna have any steamboat for at least a month.
it was how i spent my christmas and newyr eve tooz!
even thou its fun to "shao kao" but too much of it actually makes me wanna puke already..
in the train i think only csyong and me was making alot noise..




and last thursday was csyong ORD parade.
before meeting his mum, i had k session with jessica~
it was really really fun singing with her.
we can be the sweety2!!
anyways, after the ksession, i rushed home and change to a more proper clothes and meet his family.
alot of his friend attend his ord parade!
des, ww, jj, shirley, ah di, alan, jq, qq, joel, kit, trish, his family and me!!


these are call friends!!
so supportive~
very very happy and touched.
haha!
but we were all late and missed the parade.
LOL~
only manage to take pics at his bedok camp nia......
his dad droke us all back to woodlands by bus.
we had dinner tgt and all went home.




otw home, csyong was very stress about the coming event that the underage girls plan.
yes. clubbing!
HAHA
too much girls and too lil guys = lesser drinks and more expenses!
so he decide to call his army friends!!! =))

problem solved.

on last 3 saturday, it was sharon birthday celebration!
and im still waiting for the goddammn pics!!!!!!
haha!
i was really tipsy and i may even have do something really wrong i dunno....

i have given up on my dreams.
lets faced the reality..
maybe i would have.. or maybe i would have not..
now i dont even know the answer to it anymore as i had missed the opportunty..





one of my frenz is really confused. i dont really know how to help her..
all i wanted to tell the person is that, no matter what you do, pls.. do protect yourself as a girl.
you can have many bf as you like.. but our body is not each of every guy you have that can be shared.
i may not have the postition to speak to you like this. so even until now i dare not open my mouth.. furthermore, im not like those holy nuns out there who is just like a white sheet of paper. you may think that our body is just like fats and muscle, everyone have it and that it is very normal that they can have yours.

some opinionated people said male and female, there are just equal. why a male can take advantage of a female, and not the other way???
wow.. how can you just twist the words like that? hhaaa but its still come back to the square one.
first, you have to respect yourself before other people respect you.
there are too much of each individuals and there are too many point of views to be knowledge of.
my conclusion is that girls will always be a girl. you will always want a guy you love, to protect and respect you one day. so why not start now and maybe down the road you really found someone. And you are proud of yourself, and your everything.
your past and history will be an experience. nothing to be worried or scared of..
loves by
all your friends and you know that we do care.

its so gonna be a long post
and i shall stop here.
tonight its gonna be my first niteeeee!
ta da ta da ta da~



I'm returning to my gym again!
When to do some aerobics and today, yoga.
The feeling of muscle aches really make me feel so full of satisfaction!
I'm feed with only milk and digestive biscuit.
(I know this wouldnt last long. Cause csyong is back and he will definitely nutritionalise me again. )
Oh YEs!
I'm going to bugis later to give my hair a good hair cut!
I wanted to trim my fringe!
Highlight my hair a little!
Do some shoppings~ Plan to get a bag, some necklaces, more shorts/pants.
I'm craving for something.
A new watch.
YES AGAIN!!!!!! =X
I'm such a spendrift gurl.
No one in the world can afford me.
The more money i have, the more i will spend it away.
And just left with one poorless soul.

HAHA! KIDDING!
I'm the world richest girl I can ever be!
Cause I have Love Family Friends Career Money!
Nothing to be afraid of Nothing to be worried of.
(for the age of 21)

For the age of 22!
I will be the woman behind csyong!
Supporting and Motivates him in his career!
I want him to be a man any girl will dream of!
HAHAHA kidding again.

When im on a diet stage, I my dopamine level tends to go a little higher..
And my adrenaline picks up..
That explains my plain excitement in everything. =X

CSYONG IS BOOKING OUT LATER!!!
And im now still rotting at home.
Trish is forever sleeping.....
* Im going to be the devil to wake her up now. And how shall I do it??
** Boiling water in progress....

=XXXXX



TAKKAIRE YAW!

Genting on 345 of Jan with csyong
Part 2

The first night both of us were very afraid of the dark. Guess wad? Somebody was so afraid until this person call me to close the curtain, and remove the hanging clothes off the metal hook. (hahahah)
Both of us was very looking forward to the morning buffet! But sad to say that we didnt really enjoy as we both had bad sorethroat! =(
Full of energy and excitement, we purchase tickets with both indoor and outdoor!
First ride was the Swing of merry-go-round! (my favourite!!!) I still remember the previous trip with jess they all, I had quite a few rounds. And after the ride fred felt like vomiting and end up going back to our room!



There are two rides that i wouldnt dare to sit and that is the PRIRATESHIP and the CYBERSHOT! *bite fingers** Just by imagine it I will have cold sweat!
There were afew games kiosk that we played. (Basically it was just a throwing money into the drain experience) I really want to have a big huggable tedybear someday.... But im not really good at games. =(((
csyong played the shooting game! He was looking really cute when he was aiming with the "gun-like toy". Just a little bit more i could get that top prize bearbear already!! ARGGGG'




OH YES! Spiderman ride is closed AGAIN for the third time! Very disappointing~ We wanted to play somemore but it started to rain! Idiot.
And the indoor rides, we only play the bumper car~! HAHA. Alot of nonsense kids station there! Did i mention that they reminds me of the "dawn of the dead" zombies!?!?
YES! and WHY??? Cause after each game they will jump out of the bumpercar and run to teh queue. Not aware of whether they bang into anyone or getting hurt themself! Crazy fellows.. Like as if the Queue will runaway.. =.= HAHA

pic that csyong taken when i was asleep.
OMG!! Do i really look like this when i was alseep???????

GENTING on 345 of Jan with csyong

we had a early boarding bus at 6am in the morning.
reached genting at 1 plus. Thought of playing the rides first but half the day is gone and so we decide to shop around and have something to eat. As expected, I chose Marybrown as our first meal! hahhaa
But it seems that the food there doesnt taste as good as the previous time i've dine in.. =((
Oh yes! after the check in, we went to casino!

We were totally a newbie when we first step in.. Wondering about how we going to convert money to chips lablabla. But after that, we were hooked into taisei~ means BigSmall. The first few rounds we won and lost. We promise each other that once we lost, we got to stop betting already.
so we went back to our room. took a bath and went back again! HAHA
it was already 9pm at night. but we were very refresh and feeling very lucky!
again, we head to the casino.

the whole time we were very Pantang lo~
the silly things we do when betting is:
-we must have chewing gums
-a filled bottle of water in our bag
-a can of coke on hand
-when we lost a round we must have either toilet breaks or go to the cafe to have something toeat or drink
-we learnt that we must not wear green or white shirt
-we must feel connected otherwise nothing will side us
-csyong must gel his hair!
-we must not seat and make ourself so comfortable
-blablabla!!!

hahaha it was very challenging. to our mind.
because sometimes, when we start betting, we keep following our heart and couldnt be rational about when to stop. it is very addictive: as we always have the feeling that we will win back all our money the next round. and end up losing again!!

YES.
rules have to set and stick to it~
this is what we learnt.

i shall stop here. There will be more in the next post~!




HEY HEY HEY IM BACK!!

Recalling from new yr eve, the first best things csyong and me had done and made the greatest step in our obstacles..
which is, we went clubbing together!
it has always been a NONONONONO ever since we met.
and i knew he was really afraid to go such places with me.
it was just a birthday gathering with weiwen that group at dbl-o.
the drinks there are cheapcheapcheap!!






MY BLOG IS STILL LIVING IN 2009!!!!
OMG

too much stuffs and events to mention BUT NO TIME!!
anyways, just wanna wish everyone a
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

LIFE IS GREAT! =D