Tuesday, June 29, 2010 ♥
♥ 12:03 AM
Marriage.
It has always been a beautiful and a happiess part of life that I have been looking forward to..
I felt that when two person is deeply in love with each other, that is the only thing that kept them going, and again, the next stages in life, together.
And im really curious, how did they manage to be so strong and go on.
I have been in a relationship for 6yrs straight. Not more than a week, im in another relationship.
In every relationship im in, i have seriously gave a thought about marriage!
Oh lord!
Why am i so into it and rush everything altogether, and messed everything up.
When i realise, things isnt what i expect it to be, there will be a huge disappointment, therefore, a breakup.
Again, each breakup, i learnt something.
Memories to me all are very important.
I have no regrets.
~"~"~
Now, what i have been thinking was, maybe..
Maybe marriage is not what i actually want..
You see, i dont wanna be commited to a house whole day. (even thou how i wish i have a own HDB flat)
I dont wanna stay at home whole day just to take care of my childen. (even thou how i wish i have 2 kids, a boy and a girl.)
I dont wanna just look at pictures of the beautiful things outside my world, but to experience it.
Next time you see me and try asking me about me getting married and my plans for wedding and my future home, I may disappoint you.
Next question you guys may have asked, what about your current relationship.
Yes jessica is right. HAHA
I twittered it before: Take everything a step at a time and time will tells.
He may not be the guy which i expect it to be.
But he sure to brighten up my soul without fail.
I dont see a future between us but i dont care cause he is a very good accompany.
(cs, if you read this, you may think im selfish. But again, i ask you, what is love all about? Im seriously confuse now.)