tues
is my last nite shift!
performed CPR on a patient for 20mins but unsuccessfully.. =(
drank 2 small cups, 1 giant cup, 1 dome size, and a can of MOCHA!
very effective~ i turned very hyperactive thru-out the nite =P
but i had palpitations and my hands were shaking after that.

wed
my sleeping day, slept for only 3 hrs.
missing baby badly already..
waiting for him to finish outfield~
without his sms "gudnite baobei" I COULDNT FALL ASLEEP!!!
go baby hse to meet his sis (xinni) for cycling at ECP.
actual plan was to reach changi but halfway thru sunset and we got to U turn otherwise.. u will find me somewhere BBQ-ing dogmeat already.. hahahaa'
dinner at subway! homesweethome..

couldnt fall asleep again.. missing baby!!!! i knoe his out there, somewhere.. imagining him with all the bigpacks walking nonstop, starving away, scatching away, so uncomfy! hoping that it wont rain if not his feet will ROT!! =((( so worried about all this lil lil things, kept thinking..

how i wish i could be invisible, carry an invisible umbralla shelter him all the way!
how i wish i have a magic wand to make yummy food for him so that he wont starve himself!
how i wish i have the power of teleporting so that i can bring him have a gd bath during his 1-2 hr of sleep!
how i wish i could be the slow breeze that whisper words of encouragement! 
how i wish i can be thumberlina so that if he miss me i can pop out from his pocket and give him my best smile!

fall asleep at 3plus finally..

thurs
woke at 0530, snooze for the 3rd time and im running late!
gonna meet jess at 0630 and send fred to tekong~ =DDD
carried a happy mood out cos i knoe jess wil be full of emotions later on..
today the whole day like take alot of transport lo!
took cab--> bus--> ferry --> bus--> bus--> ferry--> bus--> train-->bus! =_=!!!
upon reaching tekong, see alot of ns man. every backview i saw i see baby.. start to imagine him doing all those stuffs like running, sleepin on the top doubledecker bed, Queueing for food, marching away,  rmb-ed all the lil stuffs he said to me when chatting on fone..
ARGGG!!! im going bonkers~ can he not go aust???? =(((

jess was suddenly very emotional after the seperation.. and i saw her tears.. i hold on to her lil hands tight. and i felt like crying tooo!! wthhh.. *control control~ * lols dunno y i felt this way..
after everything over, we head to town to meet chin! =DDD
KBOX~ hehehs im loving it~ i only can sing freely wen im wif jess n chin.
so fun' dinner at xinwang!
i ate prata hotdog. prata-hotdog reminds me of baby~
cos baby makes THE BEST PRATA-HOTDOG IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! S2

its been a long time the 3 of us meet tgt~
we planned to:
-wear preetty heels, tgt and parade! =pPp lols no larrr~ girls jus wanna have fun!
-another k session!
-take NP!
-go mind cafe!!
-FOOOD-HUNT!!!
-shooppin of cos~
-meet chinny BF!
-diet tgt andddd
-go sentosa wif our bikini~!!!!

lalalalaalaaa~ lets see how it goes, its jus a draft plan anyway.
pics tml okie! ^-^