Wednesday, July 22, 2009 ♥
♥ 11:59 PM
wow.. this is the first time i felt so helpless in a relationship..
this is always happening to me wen i have a bf. but it din really affect me until now.
im a confuse person. i ned time to tink and to react.
wen comes a situation with many options and choices, i couldnt make one.
and i regretted for wad i have made sometimes. oh yes.. this is the time i always regretted for wad i have said. and wen i said it, i couldnt take it back anymore. so most of the time i chose to be silent. and he would tink that im not interested or in a bad mood.
im really bad in expressing sometimes..
wad to do..
its all said and done.
now i couldnt sleep again..
and im being very stubborn over here. more to lack of control in a relationship. no.. or maybe im too easy going.. like i doesnt care???
so wads the topic now?
im seriously confused.