ive a few things to update.
first, i dunno wad status i am now.
very complicated.
now because i met the another someone, my life has change.
but the numbness is still there and i really dunno knoe wad to do, how to settle, afraid to fight, afraid of ppl's comments. but i do knoe, i couldnt lie to myself anymore..
once again, i ask myself. what is love all about?
im freaking confuse.. its is happening for quite sometime and i knoe ppl around me got to knoe more or less on wads going on. they would say, izit all worth it?
all i can say is, love is blind and u wont understand. for now, wadeva advice, i jus couldnt listen. jus like the history has repeated itself again.
thou im happy right now.
feeel that i have no rights to be happy.
.......
once its all said and done, my life will be back again.
not enuff sleep. my face is ripping apart.
went facial today, den straight to gym. had yoga classes and run about 4km.
doesnt seems so help reducing wt. had been meeting frenz and eat really alot.
now im eating DURIANS!!!





Steamboat at amk julbeeli's with qeena mainx and kong. and kparty aft tat.