Tuesday, June 30, 2009 ♥
♥ 1:35 AM
Sunday, June 28, 2009 ♥
♥ 11:16 AM
the confessionmeet out with jess n chin. told her about my breakup with billy.
i was really hard at first.. i dunno where to start at all..
at last, they gave me my blessing.
thankyou. ur understanding is very important.
after everything is done, we shop at JP had some dim sum.
movie at yishun GV.
homesweethome.
this relationship is not working.
its hard to accept but it is the fact.
thks for all the support.. YOU GUYS ROCKS! =))))))
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 ♥
♥ 12:59 AM
ive a few things to update.
first, i dunno wad status i am now.
very complicated.
now because i met the another someone, my life has change.
but the numbness is still there and i really dunno knoe wad to do, how to settle, afraid to fight, afraid of ppl's comments. but i do knoe, i couldnt lie to myself anymore..
once again, i ask myself. what is love all about?
im freaking confuse.. its is happening for quite sometime and i knoe ppl around me got to knoe more or less on wads going on. they would say, izit all worth it?
all i can say is, love is blind and u wont understand. for now, wadeva advice, i jus couldnt listen. jus like the history has repeated itself again.
thou im happy right now.
feeel that i have no rights to be happy.
.......
once its all said and done, my life will be back again.
not enuff sleep. my face is ripping apart.
went facial today, den straight to gym. had yoga classes and run about 4km.
doesnt seems so help reducing wt. had been meeting frenz and eat really alot.
now im eating DURIANS!!!





Steamboat at amk julbeeli's with qeena mainx and kong. and kparty aft tat.
hahaass! mainx can rap s.h.e zhong guo hua!! pro or wad??!? =DDD
Friday, June 19, 2009 ♥
♥ 12:10 PM
there is alot of stufffs happen this wk.
some was really crazy. some really numb me. some was very pleasing. some really pissed me off!! suan tian ku la~
jus completed my nite early this wk.
peacefully of cos~
no death, no ill cases.
a good blessing indeed.
sleeping day, skip my dance lesson.
wen party wif same peeps.
trisha's makeup eyeshadow consist of 20colours finnally arrrived!
chinny and me allow her to paint our face. lols'
this ladies nite, we din meet alot of girls but guys.
totally crazy. and i don wish to mention here.
it will be a 3 pages long story.
conclusion: i still love dancing. and sometimes if a club can bann all guys, lols~ maybe lesser trouble we can have and worry. tink i should go to gay club instead. hahahaaaaa' eeeeeee'
thursday my off day.
movie at JP, and coincidently, SF and mushin was there too!
after movie we had our late dinner at swensen. saw wadss her name? cleo?nicloe? sheet.. how could i forget.. wait. GLENDA! hahahaaaa i went to friendster to check it out.
tats my habit of remembering names who i knew.
upon returning home, numbness sets in.





Monday, June 15, 2009 ♥
♥ 12:46 PM
my boss shout at me for nothing.. damn pissed off at her lo. i don like ppl who coundnt control their anger, and come shouting at everyone like one maddog. lols i angry until now siaa... like happen few days ago liao.. so xiao qi? k fine.
*ernies got big heart**
*forgive and forget**
*loves her!**
=)))
sat was my off day~
nicky trish cs and me meet up at ECP.
plan of the day is to rollerblade tgt. but after we reach there we were so hungry until we wanted to have a change of plan.
cs and trish scissor paper stone cos we couldnt decide whether to eat buffet den watch movie or rollerblade. cs win and is buffet~!!!
s0 we cab down to marina. cs and me were wearing like we gonna go beach loooo.. scali~!!! go town eat... lols~ there got sukiyaki where we can cook icecream. but guess wad? we ned to wait for the freaking 1hr30mins for the seat!! nono.. im not gonna torture my stomach like this.. settle our dinner at hotpot. haahha! =))) really enjoy going there.. thou the food is not tat nice larsss.. haha~ i like being like this, the four of us always tgt.. =))
i lost cs fone in the cab loo.. den i call his fone, and the taxis uncle ans!! thks to cs cos jus now in the cab he say some funny stuffs to uncle, and now he rmbed us. =) collect his fone at bukit gombak!! whhaaa this uncle drink loo.. stil can drive his own cab down to return us the fone. soo sweet~! ^^
jus this simple thing touch my heart again. really apreciated..




Wednesday, June 10, 2009 ♥
♥ 11:50 PM
monfantastic afternoon. s2
evening time
today i use a 10buck to make 4 ppl smile.
meet philip, he made me fruit salad! <3
fetch chinny from sch along wif trisha. her frenz ran away wen he sees us. how rude! lols~ but we were luffing all the way. actually planned to go wheelock for sushi buffet. since morning i have not have anything.. and its now 6plus! how hungry and angry can i be? =X so we go cine for sakae buffet. sad to say, NO BUFFET DINNER there! no choice lo.. we go K BUFFET at lvl 12. u should see the amount of food we took! PIGS!
after dinner, trisha acc me go give cs smth. which is at the yishun camp site. kinda ulu so we took cab. whaalaooo the taxis uncle crazy lo~ i told him we going yishun camp. he tot we 2 girls wanna go park build tent larrrs! in the middle of the nite meh!! siaoo.. lols in the end i told him is at 38wang dieppebarrack. cs was doing some guard duty there and he couldnt come out. lols den he ask his sagent to take for him. whaa.. suddenly dare not go in lo.. the guys there like wolves hahaaaaa' we acc him walk him to one point and take bus hoome. =3






sweetsweetloves~
looking forward to sat!
Thursday, June 04, 2009 ♥
♥ 1:01 PM
finally get to meet baby!! miss him so much~
one wk plus le i tink..
working is..
the nite shift did not help me feed all the morning ngt, sponging, plus i had tons of IVs!!!! only 4 patient is free of IVs imagine tat.. the stress part is that the tooopid EIMR is not funtioning!! so damn lag looooo.. like u had so many things to do in mind and u find urself waiting for this stupid com and its not loading! how piss can u get? lols..
but working is.. so FUN~
even thou i had alot to cope, and i felt so stress tat point. i wen to the prep room, told myself to calm down, and just do it step by step. walk out of the room, put a smiley face and TADA! its all done so quick and smooth!
i dunno wad is my motivation for all this. i think its because im driving myself to having a healthy mind. after reading about book bout some chronic diseases. (not yet complete) rmb i bought a book call "homesick" from vivo? i had a ting wen reading a book about some girls going thru either anorexia or bulimia, i had this strong surge to go out diet. a healthy one of cos. if u guys wondering how come im so skinny all of sudden. yeahh tats my motivation. =))
after aquired this healthy mind thing, my workload has become more and more easier to handle. recently, i have been drinking milk. i tink milk has some kind of chemical tat makes u happy! i drank 2 packets of milk each day. can get it from 7-11, oat milk or the choc malt milk. =))) can milk make u fat? i seriously don tink so.. if not i will become like moses lim already! kekez~
im like doing advertising looo.. whahaha'
last wk sat, hangout wif chinnny at vivo~ as usu, we da-bao carls jr go upstair blow wind see stars. kekez we both look like a couple i rmb.. sweetsweet~ in the bus she lie on my shoulder somemore' that point of time i was so scare she will drool lo! cos got one time billy lie on my shoulder and he droooooll~ wthhh' disgusting! hahahaa'

alrighty~! im now going preparing to go for my dance workout already!! gonna sweat it all out~ lets see what have i been eating.. gonna sweat out all the carls jr fish, the oily sickening drumstick, pastamania spagetti, subways' mayonise!, mos burger fries, normal fries! din eat anything unhealthy already. LOLS' suddenly become so health conscious freak loo..
MISSYA~ >_^