Saturday, July 19, 2008 ♥
♥ 6:51 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my PRINCESS JESSIE!!!!i hope u enjoy urself today wif ur bf!im realy sorry tat i couldnt make it today. nite shift straight.. =(((i knoe u hate a belated one.but can make it an exceptional for me okie??=)))))) plsssssssssss..OKIE! set! =pPppoor ting.. i knoe she damn disappointed.. =(~"~"~"~"~"~"
smth realy bad happen at work again.. haiz..
and i decide to forward my plan. maybe even aft my 6 months probation.
ask my mum to help me search for a private clinic.. probably at glen's or raffles.
very disappointing wif the ppl there.. the one i most trusted turn out to be so diff..
one wrong move lead me into such a way tat the whole world sees me into a diff person.
i stil can hang on. of cos i can.. but still.. i prefer somewhere more peaceful. everyone care so much of covering their ass.. this general ward is a super busy one. so mistakes happen more frequently. but the ting is if u've done smth wrong, jus admit it isnt it? and not pushin the blame to the innocent ones.. and im very bad at defencing myself. and so most of a time ppl could jus easily push everythin to me. one lesson learnt. all i can trust is myself. sad to say.. and i hate tat kind of evironment where i could trust no one. i can stil function normally.. but my interest and commitment is not there anymore. utterly disappointed.
i left 3 more months to decide.
i knoe other place hav conflicts like these tooz. garantee. but lesser. cos, the clinic is not so critical like the general ward. so lesser mistake and lesser ppl tryin to cover their ass.
yupps.