well, ytd nite.. i somehow.. made the bf sad. ermm.. baddie ernies` haiz.. he treat me so damn gd. its a pity tat i treat him like.. like wad? i dunnoo.. i felt tat its stil not gd enuff somehow.. anyways, im a gurl who ALWAYS keep stuffs inside her. not tellin anyone else unless tat someone draws me out of it. sometimes i tried. but.. it seems tat even if i open it up, nothing gonna change. and somehow, i felt even weaker. so insecure.. understand wad im tryin to say? but.. i don keep everything. i say it wen i felt like it. tats all.. i wonder.. is it a bad thing? if it is.. i can try even harder not to.. =( was tooz tired to continue chatin tat nite. nxt mornin was abit moody somehow.. its like.. is my bf stil upsad wif me? he appears to be fine. but i dont think so. wad kinda gf am i.. jus sux.
its the first time i wrote stuffs bout my relationship here. the inner depth of my thinkin. try understand me. it drives u nuts. cos i dont even understand myself =X am i tat difficult? pity the bf.. hav to suffer mentally. =(( hope he can handle me.. or else no one does. hmmm.. but actually making me smile its quite easy ritess.. hhahas. im not tat unreasonable wad ritess.. am i? huh?? hmMP~!
Ernies' ♥
♥ The Lover.
Liu Peiern
A full-time nurse
A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of piglet ♥
- Visit Rome. Venice. NZ.
- Own a pet
- Pass my TP!
- Pink Mac book!!!!!
- Pink Ukelele
- Make all my special soemone happy always
MovieBites ♥
♥ Ernies' 17Popcorns
♥ Mr poppy penguin (4.0)
♥ Xmen first class (4.7)
♥ Insidious (4.6)
♥ Kongfu panda 2 (3.8)
♥ Pirates and the Caribbean (4.1)
♥ Priest (3.8)
♥ Fast 5 (FULL 5 STARS)
♥ Thor (4.5)
♥ Source code (3.7)
♥ Scream4 (3.6)
♥ Litmitless (4.6)
♥ World invasion (4.7)
♥ Suckerpunch (2.1)
♥ I am number four (4.4)
♥ Black swan (4.4)
♥ Just go with it (4.3)
♥ No strings attached (4.2)