otw home, walking down tat lonely street. those emotions i once had all came hittin bac to me. i dunno y.. but i jus kept thinkin. bout my past. he came to outlet today. i really dun feel like talkin to him.. but he jus carry on n on. i din went fer tat supper which he kept callin me to go. promised the bf before not to go fer any late nite supper. but.. =(
anyways, otw home in the train, was talkin to lihui. i was shock again. to receive tat news. and again, im the last to knoe bout it. its jus so not fair.. cos all along he has been lying to me. and tat question i which i wanted to ask all along, is revealed. all this months, yrs. from tat beautiful memory.. became a nitemare. its jus so depressing. and.. i cried. i jus cant help thinkin tat im the one being too naive. to tink tat jus being sincere could change a person. jus being honest being truthful. and all he did was to lie. he did the worst ting u can ever imagine. i nv regret on doin anythin in my life. cos i jus hav to tink positively to overcome those tots. but this, i cant. the biggest regrets in ma life.
haiz.. so sad lars! dun wanna meet anymore baddies.. cos i really cant tell. i felt so helpless so weak. its like everyone to me is such nice ppl. y would they wanna lie? till now, i jus dun understand. so scared. realy dun wanna be in tat situation ever again. i tot i was alone at tat moment. but someone has been acc-ing me all this while. the stary stars. =) thanky! tonite, it shines so ever brightly. loves it so much. ~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~
working so damn funny.. tat jason n juanquan kept teasing each other.. so cute lars.. like so big ler stil so childish??? =X opPsie!! =D hehes.. went i rach the outlet, azlan told me tat his transferin out. to IMM i guess. im not sad nor happy. jus.. numb. or.. wadeva? lols. and someone wil tag along wif him. tired.. gonna sleep.. zZz no nitemare pls!
Ernies' ♥
♥ The Lover.
Liu Peiern
A full-time nurse
A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of piglet ♥
- Visit Rome. Venice. NZ.
- Own a pet
- Pass my TP!
- Pink Mac book!!!!!
- Pink Ukelele
- Make all my special soemone happy always
MovieBites ♥
♥ Ernies' 17Popcorns
♥ Mr poppy penguin (4.0)
♥ Xmen first class (4.7)
♥ Insidious (4.6)
♥ Kongfu panda 2 (3.8)
♥ Pirates and the Caribbean (4.1)
♥ Priest (3.8)
♥ Fast 5 (FULL 5 STARS)
♥ Thor (4.5)
♥ Source code (3.7)
♥ Scream4 (3.6)
♥ Litmitless (4.6)
♥ World invasion (4.7)
♥ Suckerpunch (2.1)
♥ I am number four (4.4)
♥ Black swan (4.4)
♥ Just go with it (4.3)
♥ No strings attached (4.2)