wen going bac, wth. we were talking bout some eerie stuffs. den i saw smth black behind we n i started screamin.. funnny ting is my all of them started screamin too.. so lame lars.. the pooor gurl who dunno wads going on jus look at us blankly.. LOL` jeez. >.<>
Tuesday, February 27, 2007 ♥
no work no sch` ♥ 12:09 PM
off today! lalala`
hehez. fetch BB from BP to CWP. so free rite? ya.. im so free today man!! love tat feelin.. cnat imagine in 2 wks time its my attachment!! eeeeeeeeee` dunwandunwan!! =( kk. shall not tink bout tat first. anyways, goal for today is to acc BB for job interview. somehow.. gd jobs are hard to find these days.. LOL' so the grandma talk sia. went to MOSburger to hav lunch. lovesloves their fries lovesloves their chillies` ^_^
shop pass gelare.. and i got my last month pay n a angbao. haahs. so lucky! money drop from sky again. ahahs. goody!! and get to meet mr.LAW! yayness`
hmm.. so silly of us.. walkin from woodlands to woodlands again den to marsiling station. and somehow im BB's ler. dun tink u guys understand wad im talkin. haahahaha` jeez. im crazy. crazy in love.
meet up wif JoJo n Ling. for.. SUSHI! yummy` and somehow i manage to pull BB along. hehehe` ^_^ gurls power! haah. wha.. in the end so FULL sia` but stil can eat somemore sushi. but not the others. wil vomit.. aft which we went to watch follow the law. funnnnny lars!! was luffing the whole big time! =D
Monday, February 26, 2007 ♥
monday bluess ♥ 11:41 AM
well, today i work 9-5 wif azlan n danny.
of all ppl.. not lookin forward actually. but it turn out quite ok.. no conflict and all. hahas. was so blur lar.. stil rmb his the one who taught me openin and all.. today i came to him say.. sir, i.. er.. den he said i understand forget everythin alredy rite.. hmmhm. lookin at him from the back. somehow i pity him.. dunno y lars.. feel the lonelyness inside of him. weird rite.. lidat oso can feel. crazy me. had my break time wif him and he told me tat he didnt eat egg.. >.< glad.glad.
wha. so tired lars.. runnin everywhere.. not busy but busy. lata say stil wan to extend me.. shock me ar.. was so fatigue alredy.. furthermore was oly lookin forward to see BB.. keep on countin down the time to past man. aft work, get to hold my BB hands! love it lotsss. we head to JP subway. lolss` again. the craving nv stop.
missing n missing. its like we nv meet for yrs.
the yearn for bein wif each other side.
the warmth which accompany me thru.
Sunday, February 25, 2007 ♥
its BUGS day today!! YAYness` ♥ 11:08 AM
aft all this while, finally. =D
shafiq so cute lars.. rite bugs?? thou, his a little of notti a little of nonsense a little of rubbish a little of playful a little of weird BUT his full of jokes full of caring (which he always denies) full of time (LOL but oly for my lil bugs) so helpful (always help runner always ot FOC) so softhearted (oly wen he disturb me den i "cry" aft tat, im a queen) omg. am i writin him a testimonial or smth? or.. promotion broad? hmm.. i tink dun ned already rite?? cos... some clever ppl took video outside wm.. so sweeet siaa`` y no kisskiss?? =X i wan i wan`
today workin was quite fun oly wen bugs is ard. tat ah zhoong keep on lookin at table 8.. den keep comparin wif me n her.. wth lars.. ^#@#&*! say my eyes small no wonder walk oso can fall.. den closin runner those chefs inside so funny lars.. so noisy.. k-ing so loud lor.. i luff till tummy ache wen they stress themselves on singing "yue ding" so cute.
aft work went straight home.. actually wanna go eat wif them de.. buts.. see alredy no mood den nv go ler. dun wana spoil mood oso. arggg.. miss talkin to shadiq. those serious talks.
wen does it ever end? hmm. im not afraid. but is she happy? weird gurl.
i dun tink she is thou.. somehow.. i can feel tat. i jus hope it wil end faster..
Saturday, February 24, 2007 ♥
finally ♥ 11:29 PM
yeaaa` finish my exams ler` and its HOLIDAY!! thou ive oly like 3wks. but, =D better den nothing. realy tired of havin exams for tat one whole month!
aft my exams, ive beeen watchin movies movies n movies.
ytd, BB n me went to ecp to cycle. jus the 2 of us. and this few days, we were like havin subway for our meal larrr.. LOL` thks to trish huh.
today is my first day of work aft all this pathetic wks of mugging.
realy lookin forward wif BB each wonderful day.. loving u more n more each day. the more i knoe u, i realise we realy had alot in common. was always wondering are u my bro man. hahas. hey uncle, u are well known for ur lohsoh-ness already. at first find it irritating lars.. keep repeatin things i knoe. budden, this has been a everyday thing to me ler. i tink i ned this to survive. so pls dun change this lohsoh-ness kies! cos im startin to fall in love wif tat le. am i crazy or smth? hahas`
lookin forward to each day wif happiness.
Monday, February 19, 2007 ♥
♥ 1:37 AM
i miss my lil bugs.. i miss ppl at work.. realy realy miss them.. cant wait to see them smile again. stil studyin.. stil wonderin.. stil tinkin.. my brain is workin.. 24/7. even in my dreams.. y cant i stop? feelin of... so unsecure. im always not secure.. wth. i tink too much.. curiousity kills ME. not the cat. hahaS`
i guess all i ned is jus reassurance. to be secure.
otherside is all jus a fraud.
not tryin to make u confused. >.<
but im confuse myself.
diggin n diggin...
hopin to find the truth of love..
wth. all i get is.. feelins of unsecure hittin bac at me again.
anyone understand wad im tryin to say??
Sunday, February 18, 2007 ♥
♥ 4:18 PM
OMG.. stil got 3 more days to my last paper.. oh nooooo.. im stil stuck at chap one!! i hope i can finsh my first book and touch on the second tml.. *hoping*
yeeaaaa` my cousins coming lata tonite.. i really misshh them sia.. those childhood days being together.. sleepin n bathin together.. haahas.. opps =X
welcome to the lau's family! LOLzz.
kk. start MUGGING!
time running out`
>.<
lata meetin BB!! hahas`
♥
♥ 12:26 AM
HOME SWEET HOME!!
tot would come back real late larr.. >.<
im glad. glad.
i miss home so much much..
"wad man.. inside shoppin centre oso can smoke one arr"
"i hope they would jus stop commentin here n there"
"i wan homee"
"lets take a napp"
"i hope she dun disturb me.. dun put my hairrrrrr.. ahhhh"
"can they stop luffin so loud everyone is lookin at me"
"they grown up indeed"
"GONGXIFACAI XIN-NIAN-KUAI-LE"
"thankyouthankyou.."
"byeeesssssss"
jeez.. didnt talk much rite? so not me larrrr. no life over there. glad im bac.


Saturday, February 17, 2007 ♥
♥ 12:39 PM
jeez. tis song is like.. holiday mood!! sittin in a car.. lookin out at the window.. viewing the scenery. i'll missyall`
♥
♥ 10:42 AM
received bugs msg ytd nite.. lol. my eyes was like half open wen msging her.. I MISS MY DEAR LIL BUGSSSSSS!! omg.. i guess i din get to see her at least a month ler?? i wana work! 24 is gonna be the bugs day again` heh heh heh`` >.<>
im tinking way TOO much.
but..
Friday, February 16, 2007 ♥
♥ 6:58 PM
yea!! this my new boggy!!! so cute riteeeeeee`
i make this one kk.. no trish helpsss. >.<
to Trish: thou i stil feel tat ur bf abit too talkative larrr.. budden hor, mus listen to him larr. he teach u become gd gurl lehz!! hahas.. andand i oso hope.. mum n dad wil reconsider again. =)
♥
♥ 12:25 AM
finished my 2nd last papers!! went shoppin wif BB n sis. =)
had 2movies aft tat..
now? SMILE PASTA!!
tml? i wanna.. but.. no.. =X
the day aft tml? reunion dinner..... not in sg.. sianz.
gonna start study on tat day..
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 ♥
♥ 11:23 PM
i love my valentine C=
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 ♥
♥ 8:40 AM
mugmug mugger's mug MUGGIN!! ARGGGGG...
helpss`
C=
aft 22feb. i promise.
Monday, February 12, 2007 ♥
♥ 2:37 AM
SmilePasta SmilePasta SmilePasta!!
moremoreSmilePasta!!
>.<
Friday, February 09, 2007 ♥
fast forward ♥ 7:22 PM
Fri
no more elective ler! yea`` aft elective, we went to hav dinner wif sharon's parents. uncle so gd treat us all for dinner. suddenly missing those wonderful time i had wif my family wen im young.. everyone seems so uninterested in family outings or if not, busy working. =((
aft dinner, we went to chalet. poor alvin hahas.. home alone for a day. eeeee` so fun larr.. can get to do so much things together. sharon is like our mother-of-the-day.. riterite?? cant sleep at nite.. felt so unsecure suddenly.. missing my lil zoo. min's back was the oly comfort i can ly on. ard 4, in dreamland...
Sat
force to wake up.. blurring awhile on the mattress. aft we get ready, realy felt like singing instead of going to etp. furthermore, got ppl not feelin well ar.. =X KBOX here we come! lalaala` meet sarah along the way.. wha.. this Amin keep reminding the 3-7-21 song. so sick of her.. HAHAS` *&*%#@
bac to chalet at 4. preparing for the bd gurl!! hahas.. XH so funny wrap AC inside the rubbish bag as a gift.. so cute larr! AC was wif sharon all the while.. hahas. like bodyguard lidat.. hahas. together for 3yrs ye! so sweeet huh? hmm. the rest of the day was like sharon assistance lo.. entertaining peeps. in the evenin, my classmate from poly arrived. by the time i was so tired ler.. sleepy *_* hmm. didnt stayed overnite.. cos i knew i couldnt wake up so early in da morning for sure. i rather reach home latesss.



Mon
start my revision, preparin my presentation on fri. been practising at break time everyday. every meetin was successful. glad. hmm.. as a leader, im stil gettin worried. afraid its not up to standard. cant blame.. its da first time bein a leader. me? leader? jeeez.
Wed
simulation wk!! act as a wife.. LOLZ. wad a gd wife i m. husband dying and im stil smiling.. *_* practisepractisepractisestudystudystudy
TIREDSSS`
Thurs
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DERAEST SHARON!! 21 lerrrrr`` not 18 OKAY!! haahahs`
nvm larr.. can watch R21 rite??
Fri
whhheeee` so happy larr!! presentation was so successful lo. lectural didnt ask any question. she jus say, gd job! =pPp
biggest stone off my shoulder. its fun being a leader. enjoyed every meetings.. =D
had a badbad dream today n ytd.. yyy? i hope its not a warning or wadsoever.. eeeee`` hmm.. even if its true.. well, i dunno wad state im gonna be in. cos i nv be in tat situation before. as.. im always blessed? =P
examexamexamexam.. today is the last day of sch.. but no shopping like we always had.
wonder how is everyone now.. felt so lonely all of a sudden. where is my lively me?
anyways, meetin my buddies tml. =D
Thursday, February 01, 2007 ♥
a pleasanr surprise` ♥ 10:27 PM
OMG`
the bf actually did tat.. how sweet!!!!
~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"
the bf actually delivered a vanlentine's day cake n 2 pac of pockey outside my door.. wad a pleasant surprise!! tats realy sweet.. cant stop smilin away.. hahahss. my mum even tease me sayin whaa.. everyday is vanlentine's day. =D
tot today was an awful dayy.. but nono.. i rather everyday is awful den! =D lovelove him! his the last i jus knew it.
♥
♥ 6:24 PM
not feelin well.. hopefully i can stil stay overnite. don wanna disappoint anyone..
smth is missing..
wad is it lacking?
lil gurl wonders
jus a lil more..
more of wad?
lil gurl wonders
is it drifing away day by day..
smth i love i care.
dun ask me wad i've lost..
cos its not words tat can describe..
:: lil gurl jus shake head ::
`juswanabeurgdlilgurlnothingelse`